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it was a long night
it just happened
he yelled
we cried
we had one last night
an now it's over
I am alone
how strange
I haven't been single
for more than 4 years

Another weird dream last night.
In my dream, I was dreaming, leaning up against the wall in the spaceship of star trek! Yeah! I had the skin tight outfit on and I am sure I could of beamed myself anywhere if I wanted to (SF) Anyways I was making myself dream about some freak nasty fun ( my new favorite phrase) when that blonde biatch...
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my brain stopped
you will have to wind me up again
tick tock
I have hidden treasures
in my picnic basket


please go have tons of freak nasty fun
I won't be
I'm saving myself
for the action figure man

It was bright and warm today
I was tired and confused
the customers are evil
christmas is meaningless

a few cigarettes later . . .
my mind is perverse
if you were in my head last night
you'd gulp and pray


you better pray baby pray baby pray baby you better pray . . .

I can't love you
if I loved you
I would be
the queen of heaven




Cindytalk
Prince of Lies

today went by too fast
I walked into a small town
and the people there ate me up
I sat in the car and listened to sad music
read about dragons
the wind is ripping the ceiling out
and it will soon take me

sleepy
must. drink. coffee.
dreamt that I was feeding some stand up/ faux philosipher endless eclairs, I even had them stashed in the bathroom. His wife came home as I was running downstairs and I had to confess. My clothes were half off. Why? I do not know.
Everything was intensely colored. Red and turquoise and yellow.
There was a party. I could not go....
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If I wore magenta stretch pants
and a Paula Abdul sweatshirt with the collar ripped off
had permed bleached hair with dark brown roots
and a collection of porcelain geese
Would you still love me?

inside I feel like the spiral you see when you watch the bath water go down the drain
I feel like reaching
like breaking through all the unimaginable matter
and taking a hold on you
there is no vehicle for all my desires
no media in which to express
why my heart beats faster
why I wake up at dawn and stare at the weather

I am lying in the jungle
the cacophany of living things stretches on forever
I listen, I pick single sounds out
one by one
a bird, a snake, branches breaking
carnivorous creatures
the wind curling around the leaves
I lie and listen
to everything all at once
I open my eyes and I see
the intensity of the colours
the vibrant blur of insanity
flashing...
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