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it's the QUALITY of the silence that really gets to you. . . .
anais:
lovely seeing you the other night smile
superficial:
is there such a thing as quality silence?
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today has been good
I woke up at 8
Ryan made me coffee and cream of wheat with butter and milk and brown sugar, yum.
Then when he went to school I fell asleep until 2pm!!!
woke up, acted like a jackass on the boards
took a nice orgasmic bath
worked out with Carmen Electra
now I am going to the opening of the Enteractive...
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I got a go
I have a hot date with Carmen Electra
were gonna DANCE!!!!!!!!!
jewcy:
carmen electra is the hottness!

what bedtime story?
jewcy:
have fun biggrin
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Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On Life Feeds On LifeFeeds On Life Feeds On...
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jewcy:
is it enough that i wear the bunny ears everywhere i go?
jewcy:
one time i was hanging out in our neighborhood dump, and these kids came over and started calling me a faggot rabbit and then they said i smelled like pussy. i think i smelled like ass, but i guess since they do it with white trash hookers, they have the smell of puss and ass mixed?

i'm never scared!
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Smog

Bathysphere

When I was seven I told my mother,
To take me to the bay and put me on a ship.

Silver swordfish electric,
I can feel or dream down here.

If the water should cut my mind,
If the water should cut my life,
If the water should cut my mind,
Set me free,
I don't care,
I want to live in a...
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I wonder how I would look as leather? or a la bearskin rug? Why can't I slee e e. e. e. e. eep!?
Because my life is lying beneathe my mind. an immense cavern. it's dense gravity pulls me into wonder.
where is my sense of humour?
I'll be a little flame, and you can be my moth.
I'll be the chum, you be the...
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andreya:
Hope you sleep better tonight. To answer your question: I'm not quite sure exactly what I'll be doing. They seem open to my ideas. They want me to add to their show by running the sampler and some lights and the fog machine, and they also asked if I danced or had any other skills...so I think I'll be doing a little bit of everything! It's a very multimedia kind of thing. Thanks for your encouragement! Oh, yeah...and the band's name is Insecto...they're a local L.A. group.
hypnogogic:
"It sucks when someone blames you for letting them down, but it is their fault that they thought so highly of you in the first place."

this really hit home, my EX has known me for 10 years, she has seen everything i have done, i could never figure out why she wanted to get involved with me. she knew who i was and what i did, and yet she seemed surprised when i acted like me........strange
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i am rather glum. i feel the slow moan of winter coming on. and everything's wrong.
this body is warm beside me. and never sees me smolder. my eyes burn green.
let me slide into the water. so cold. you're the only thing will swallow me.
my spine is etched in graphite. the excess dust smears my shivering thoughts. too much longing. too many words...
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hypnogogic:
off the subject......but, I love the maxx, i forgot all about that comic.
jcup:
You are one of the four under my dating profile matches. Thus far all of my matches have Godspeed under their favorite bands. And I was reading the comment left above. Im not sure if you allready go to Hive, but I worked it for a minute tonight. Usually I go, but I had to work the Interpol show upstairs and train some guys. I think Hive is seriously the best crowd at the Crystal. I try to show up at all of them. It has a great vibe there and the people are so polite and cool to everyone. I like to go to Dante's Sinferno first and then finish up at Hive...it makes it a full and great night. Well anyways...hello and sorry for bogging your journal up.
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Hey guys, what I wrote yesterday were lyrics to a Neurosis song, not my own poetry. .

wow, it's really bright and sunny and sprinkling. The dandelions can't make up their mind to stay open or close.

I have to make a timeline of statues as a media, and what their affect on society is. And I have to talk about it in front of...
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hickuphelpline:
That sounds really hard. Come to Paris with me to see my sister and we can look at Rodin's gates and stuff (I hope I'm remembering that right).
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Neurosis

Souls at Zero

No seed will grow of this barren earth. Our hope
unborn has died. I've slept in the dirt under the light
of the moon and I know our souls have perished.

Calling to those that would hear but I am deaf.
Clawing at those that would feel but I am dead to my
own fears.

Our cancer has grown into a...
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acheron:
no, m'lady, you are indeed awesome. look at the neurosisness happening hereeee!
andreya:
Again...nice poem...reminds me of lyrics by my favorite band: Ours...ever heard of them?
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Yes, I'm gonna be a jerk again and just quote people. . .

from The Power of Myth - Joseph Campbell and Bill Moyers

Moyers: What kind of new myth do we need?

Campbell: We need myths that will identify the individual not with his local group but with the planet. A model for that is the United States. Here were thirteen little colony nations...
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