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Oh god, i have the flu.
i don't know what to do.

I look at myself in the mirror and I've grown to hate who I have become. I feel like a lifeless vessel. I'm constantly trying to be someone I'm not just to please the ones I hate. Myself three years ago would smack the shit out of my current self. The tears I shed aren't going to change what I've become, this ugly monster that...
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So right now I'm just a little confused. Life seems to constantly keep giving me problems. I feel like some things were just never meant to be and that I wish u were here. You would make everything better. You would make the world seem a little less scary. You would fight off all the awful things that keep happening to me. Sometimes growing up...
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Tonight is so bored compared to last night. I got a little drunk, but my cousins boyfriend got smashed. He ended falling down the stairs and beating everyone up. After a few minutes of me pinning him down we finally took him home. He took a bath, and passed out. Now, all I'm doing is sitting at my computer and watching movies online.

I finally got the internet at my apartment, something to be excited about. That means I'll be able to get on here a little more often than I used too.

Hey everyone, nothing new to really to talk about. I finally made it through my first semester of college with flying colors. Not much longer until we get the internet ourselves and I'm pretty excited.

School is going good so far. Yay. Finally got completely settled in our new apartment. We're almost always broke but it's all worth it. Just waiting for the day I graduate and can finally do more than bare minimum. Wish me luck, and I'll wish it right back at you.

What is up, sorry i haven't been updating i don't currently have the internet. I won't be able to get on too often. I'll try to update my blog and groups as often as I can. love and peace without the chiken grease.

Things have been kind of chaotic here lately. A lot of packing and trying to manage school at the same time. I'm moving to my new apartment and trying to balance college at the same time. Thankfully I have my boyfriend to help me out through it all. I'm not sure what I would do without him. Well, I'll update as often as possible. MUAH!

I just started college! Yip yip and skip a skip or two. I'm so excited. Things in life are starting to get a little better.