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If I should choose to fall apart
Don't you think you should let me



i can't concentrate on anything today
i can't think
i can't be still
i can't handle what's going on in my head
i can't even sleep the day away
i can't get the school work done that i need to
i can't fucking believe it's snowing
i can't figure out out what i want out of anything in my life
i can't deal with anything today.

there is something wrong with me, that makes me like this, that makes me put things off until it's too late, that makes me dive into things without thinking, that makes me uproot my life just for a change, that makes we want to spend the day curled up in a ball in bed, that makes me go after things i know i can't handle, thats makes the highs so euphoric and and the lows unbearable.

there has to be.