he said he'd take me as i am, just strung out on another man
i went to church tonight. first time in a year. ohhhh, it was not fun. i'm glad i can spend an hour or more just daydreaming, otherwise i'd have to listen to the crap coming from the speakers. i spent years listening to that. i'm done, i can't do it anymore. i look around the room, i actually see people that have come into my work and been complete asshats. there was a girl i went to highschool with who was one of the most horrible, manipulative people i've ever known. i can't put on the church mask ever again. i wish my mother would stop guilt tripping me about it.
i've been spending my days trying to occupy my mind with things that won't get me into trouble or make me sick. it's hard. i need a hobby, i should get back to embroidery.
oh my, i've been sick for a few days now. i've had a sneezey cold. i always thought that commercials that showed sneezing as a symptom were BS, because i've never had a cold where i sneezed alot. i am a believer now! i think i'm finally getting better.
it was kinda nice outside today. i wore my cute new hoodie instead of a jacket.
haha, my dad has the flashdance soundtrack. i found it in his cd case. if you know my dad, that's just hiiiiiilarious. he's such an odd man.
i still haven't wrapped any of those presents
ok, enough of my rambling.
question of the day:
when is the last time you said "i love you" ?
i went to church tonight. first time in a year. ohhhh, it was not fun. i'm glad i can spend an hour or more just daydreaming, otherwise i'd have to listen to the crap coming from the speakers. i spent years listening to that. i'm done, i can't do it anymore. i look around the room, i actually see people that have come into my work and been complete asshats. there was a girl i went to highschool with who was one of the most horrible, manipulative people i've ever known. i can't put on the church mask ever again. i wish my mother would stop guilt tripping me about it.
i've been spending my days trying to occupy my mind with things that won't get me into trouble or make me sick. it's hard. i need a hobby, i should get back to embroidery.
oh my, i've been sick for a few days now. i've had a sneezey cold. i always thought that commercials that showed sneezing as a symptom were BS, because i've never had a cold where i sneezed alot. i am a believer now! i think i'm finally getting better.
it was kinda nice outside today. i wore my cute new hoodie instead of a jacket.
haha, my dad has the flashdance soundtrack. i found it in his cd case. if you know my dad, that's just hiiiiiilarious. he's such an odd man.
i still haven't wrapped any of those presents
ok, enough of my rambling.
question of the day:
when is the last time you said "i love you" ?
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I'm glad I wasn't raise to a certain religion, I think it's better that way.
Mmmm I last said I love you when I just got up and Matt stayed in bed.
Merry Christmas lady.