declaration:
it's time for me to get over it. he doesn't want me. i refuse to have one-sided feelings anymore. i don't want to be fawning over and pining for someone who could care less. a part of me will always, always be wishing for something more, but i'm done dwelling on it.
you know, the friday night lonely hearts club is slacking today. they... Read More
i went to see harry potter last night. it was damn good. i cried.
but i went with batman(the one who i have been talking about for a month now, this is what i'm calling him from this point on), we spent the whole day together. we went to the southside, shopped, drank hot chocolate, ate pizza,... Read More
I was doing a search for Paint Shop Pro tubes and found this lil cutie. I immediately thought of you. It was the lip thing and that she looked sad. I know you been feeling down lately and I wanted you to know someone was thinkin good thoughts for ya. The wings, girl and glass globe she is sitting on are all seperate pieces. I did not create any of them. I did mush them together to make the picture. I hope you like it!
( ) I've Never Been Drunk
(X) I've Never Smoked Pot
(X) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex
( ) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) I've Never Crashed A Friend's Car
( ) I've Never Been To Japan
( ) I've Never Been In A Taxi
( ) I've Never Been... Read More
i feel so off right now. my brain just went fuzzy. maybe because i cried a little while ago, and some chemicals released some of the stress. i feel like a zombie though. my contacts are out of focus and sounds are weird.
i'm having a hard time holding conversations with a lot of people lately. i feel disconnected. impatient. and sad.
i can feel... Read More
actually for the past day my sex drive has been killing me. maybe because when i hung out with the boy, he was being a tease. there tends to be a lot of petting but no action a lot of the time. basically i... Read More
If you're into taking something from the drug store, I'm told that there's some new crazy shit called "Airborne" that's pretty good for what you're describing. Not sure if you can take it when you're really down with it or if you have to take it when your just starting to show symptoms.
Definitely plunk yourself in a hot bubble bath. The steam is really soothing on nasal and throat tissues. Pour a little aroma therapy additive like lavender in....works for me.
Finally, rest rest REST and fluids fluids FLUIDS!!!! Don't let this shit take you down! Take care!
masterbation, how could something so wrong feel so right. actually it's not wrong at all. sometimes wrong at moments or places or who's watching but not wrong. the hair is fantastic though. good luck with the lover
