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Jeremy and I broke up...and he is leaving.
They are sending him out to sea for at least the next 3 months...
and he can't tell me where he is going,except that its to another country and he can't tell me when he is leaving,except that its in the next 2 weeks...
and with him being in the Sub it means no phone,no letters,no emails...nothing.For at least 3 months.
He broke up with me because he doesn't think I can handle him being gone for so long and he doesn't want me to be hurt.And he is being a jerk to me,and trying to hate me and pick out all my flaws and rub them in my face,because I think he feels that its easier for him to leave if he makes himself mad at me and hates me...

So I can't sleep.or eat.or breathe....
all I can do is cry.
I have no real words.Just tears.

My heart is broken and my love is gone.
I just lost everything.