uranusup

sometimes i feel like i'm a stranger looking in on my life like a voyeur, i can see what is going wrong with my life but i cannot reach myself. i cannot speak or shout, i have no mouth or hands to write and so i just keep on watching as i fuck up day after day after day after day...........

i fall to sleep in pain only to be woken again by that same pain so that this fucked up freak show of a life can continue for another day and another day and another day.....

it hurts and i cannot stop it.........can i?