unscripted

I got to say, when I'm not getting laid, it pisses me off when my friends get some.

It feels so petty.

But it's true.

I had drinks with the girl from a few posts back tonight. I thought it went really well and I had done a good job of telegraphing that I only wanted to be friends, and then she kissed me on the cheek good night in a way that said, nope, she still thinks this is going somewhere. Mother fucking shit.

The thing is, I would...
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I got to say, having your hands warmed by a girl rubbing them and breathing on them

Fucking hot.

I don't suppose anyone will start reading these until I start making friends here, but...

Speaking of friends. Most of my good friends in this world have always been women. I rarely have close guy friends. Now I find myself becoming and/or realizing that I am close friends with my friend Christian. It's great and odd. Somehow years ago when Christian and I were first...
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I was supposed to have a phone interview today with Unemployment to determine if I'm eligible, and somehow they called at the exact same moment as a friend of mine. I was on the phone with him for 2 seconds, hung up, and had a voicemail from Unemployment.

So then I need to call them back by 5, but everytime I call they have so...
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Ok, so I've never really written much in this journal, but I'd like to start. We'll see how it goes.

I'm trying not to call a girl tonight. I can tell she really likes me a lot and I'm just not that into her. But I don't really have anything else going on; it's hard to resist the temptation.

It'd be one thing if we...
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That's a better picture. Nice.

Wow, I need a picture that actually fits. Forgive my stretchy appearance.