uns0uled

Well I was destined to only have one good day it seems....Nothing has been going well since my " seems to be tainted now " good day.... My stepbro is going nuts... one of my long time best friends is having his birthday party in our favorite bar and he hasnt invited me... I'm sick like hell ( I spent the whole night throwing up blood and bile and this foamy stuff, I have a headache, spasms and I'm very dizzy... I feel like I'm trying to get clean... Like I did along time ago.. Feels like my body wants dope again... its disgusting... )... I couldnt go to school today since I'm sick like a dog... so I missed a chemistry experience that I had been looking forward to since the beggining of the week... And I dont even feel like going to school anymore... I lost my job because this kid tried to pierce his septum with a fondu stick ( at his home ) and his parents want to sue the daycare center because they say he got the idea from my piercing ( boy ! does that look great on a resume ! )... and now well since he broke his nose and since his parents werent supervising him... they found him in a coma with the stick across his nose ( not his septum HIS NOSE )...

So honestly... I'm jobless, my friend is slacking me off, I wouldnt be surprised if I get kicked out of school.. and that i get even more sick...

fuck all I feel like doing is saying fuck it all. Steal stuff I really want and need and run away into the forest.