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Ok ok ! I'm telling you whats going on ! dont be too restless !

Saturday was great ! I went with my big sister and my brother at a lake and we swam 10 miles! I love swimming ! I'm currently training to pass the test to be a certified canadian lifeguard. Its in two weeks ! I'm so exicited. Anyway I was pooped after that. And we had a huge picnic that ended with a lovely vegan chocolate cake that I made with tons of love ! anyway that ruled !

Then I went to see J-F god he's everything ! And I spend the evening with him and his roomy and his roomy's girlfriend. Ahhhh I like him so much... I wish I could sleep in his arms just once before deciding if I call it quits with the slob i'm living with...

Then when I came back... I hade a humongeous fight with my boyfriend.. I ran out the door and he follow me yelling for I dont know how many blocks. We ended up on a country road and he was still following me. A jeep actually stopped and a couple came to me asking if I needed help... I said it was ok but.. geesh I was so fucking scared... He isnt the violent type.. but issh I wasn't sure that night anymore... anyways we fought until about 4 am and decided to go back to the appartement and sleep.. he actually carried me in his arms.. wich I thought was sweet considering I hadnt slept in four days...