Hello to all,
I have big news for all of you. I will be terminating my membership on Suicidegirls.com ... Indeed in a couple of days, I will no longer respond throught this site... Until I become an Sg of course ! So to all of you wondering.. I will get around to doing that after this semester ends. So expect my debut set sometime...
Read More
I have big news for all of you. I will be terminating my membership on Suicidegirls.com ... Indeed in a couple of days, I will no longer respond throught this site... Until I become an Sg of course ! So to all of you wondering.. I will get around to doing that after this semester ends. So expect my debut set sometime...
Read More
VIEW 25 of 28 COMMENTS
Hum.. today was interesting ... I got up at ten and took a shower.. oh I got this new KICKASS shampoo ! lol ( I had to share that with you all sorry ) So ya anyway I had a shower and went straight to J-f's place.. we where supposed to give that website a go.. but damm we had MAJOR fight with the computers...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
it_thing_hard_on:
You've obviously never read this member's blog.
Seriously, mine are always that long. I never have much exciting stuff to report on so I save it up until it's worthwhile to print. I'll usually only update once every week to week-and-a-half.
Okay I think I'm familiar with the first two, but luthery? That's a new one for me.
Seriously, mine are always that long. I never have much exciting stuff to report on so I save it up until it's worthwhile to print. I'll usually only update once every week to week-and-a-half.
Okay I think I'm familiar with the first two, but luthery? That's a new one for me.
inov8ve:
you're a smarty pants because you're so dedicated to your education. But i guess that's a positive thing. I was just tryin to stir up some trouble. actually i eat more than 3 times a day... i eat and then im hungry right after that. oh well, what-eva.
ok,, i gotta head home now. :many huggs in return:
p.s. the form is in the mail.
ok,, i gotta head home now. :many huggs in return:
p.s. the form is in the mail.
Howdy all !
I've been having a great last two days...
Yesterday I spent my evening with J-f and his band and like TONS of other people... we where about 50 people there .. and many more people that I had no clue who they were.. lol . So ya anyway that ruled... cuz ya they're my goodfriends and shit and I'm actually going to...
Read More
I've been having a great last two days...
Yesterday I spent my evening with J-f and his band and like TONS of other people... we where about 50 people there .. and many more people that I had no clue who they were.. lol . So ya anyway that ruled... cuz ya they're my goodfriends and shit and I'm actually going to...
Read More
VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
jimbo:
yahoo?
jimbo:
well my msn dont work
just messaged ya
[Edited on Oct 11, 2004 9:11PM]
just messaged ya
[Edited on Oct 11, 2004 9:11PM]
Hello citizens of Sg land, Oi to you !
( Sg land.. sounds like lego land ... lol .. mmm lego land.. I want to go there someday )
Well.. I've had a long and slow day as usual.. I'm way in over my head with studying and stuff.. end of term shit... you all know what it's like..
I'm thinking of switching to rings...
Read More
( Sg land.. sounds like lego land ... lol .. mmm lego land.. I want to go there someday )
Well.. I've had a long and slow day as usual.. I'm way in over my head with studying and stuff.. end of term shit... you all know what it's like..
I'm thinking of switching to rings...
Read More
VIEW 19 of 19 COMMENTS
mitsukai:
just wow... that's all I have to say/
sexypalegirl:
oh my god those cookies soung yummie
hey i think i can smell them here in wisconsin
hope you and your hun are very happy,relationships are work and also demand patience and time,i know
also alot of communication is key always talk about
everything you are feeling
take care
hey i think i can smell them here in wisconsin
hope you and your hun are very happy,relationships are work and also demand patience and time,i know
also alot of communication is key always talk about
everything you are feeling
take care
Oi you all!
I'm quite relieved.. one of my friends jonny_trouble wasnt feeling so well thease past few days... but he is feeling better now so thats a reason to be smiling more so hey Jonny... smile, ok ??
I'm also very pleased with my chemistry result... I got 95% for the whole term yay ! well ain't that grand ! I did have some...
Read More
I'm quite relieved.. one of my friends jonny_trouble wasnt feeling so well thease past few days... but he is feeling better now so thats a reason to be smiling more so hey Jonny... smile, ok ??
I'm also very pleased with my chemistry result... I got 95% for the whole term yay ! well ain't that grand ! I did have some...
Read More
VIEW 17 of 17 COMMENTS
sexypalegirl:
thank you for the sweet words,you are very kind
hope all goes good for the 2 of you,stay true,stay seet
hope all goes good for the 2 of you,stay true,stay seet
waxangel:
Congrats on the good results. I get really depressed if I don't get 90% or better.
Oi !
well I'm doing better I guess.. I've been reading your thoughts on life.. sadly no one seemed to entirely capture my vision... oh well.. I've gathered information on the Yukon and stuff.. I'm going to go there a bit this summer i guess...
I've been talking with my sweetie again... we talked like for 5 hours yesterday over the phone... and well he's...
Read More
well I'm doing better I guess.. I've been reading your thoughts on life.. sadly no one seemed to entirely capture my vision... oh well.. I've gathered information on the Yukon and stuff.. I'm going to go there a bit this summer i guess...
I've been talking with my sweetie again... we talked like for 5 hours yesterday over the phone... and well he's...
Read More
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
inov8ve:
your gonnna be in Yukon...Oklahoma???
ill talk to ya later...
[Edited on Oct 01, 2004 12:45AM]
ill talk to ya later...
[Edited on Oct 01, 2004 12:45AM]
johnritchie:
have a great day today sweetie!
I've been having an incredibly rough last few days... I went all the way with what I wanted to do... and just before shooting... I realized that well... thats not the way I was meant to leave earth... I now am embellished by two new scars and I love them...
I'm still not eating.. its not worth it.. and I'm still disgusted with everything... but...
Read More
I'm still not eating.. its not worth it.. and I'm still disgusted with everything... but...
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
abortion:
My philosophy? i guess i am the over thinker i have been diagnosed i went through a rough stage but being a compete depression all through my childhood up until college i was used to feeling like that until something good happens in my world it doesnt have to be spectacular just something to make me feel human it can be a simple gesture aslong as it means something. I live now to be the musician i make myself out to be it keeps me alive you might say and i have no need to kill myself because i don't want to leave this world without making my point. I long for humanity too mainly a girlfriend i actually like and who likes me and doesn't just want to fuck me which has usually been the case up until now. People do stupid things when depressed in my case it was drugs and running away from my problems and i ended up in Chicago with practically no friends and my natural instinct of survival as my only life line. Suicide is a low, it is something you can't justify even if you are in a hole ut there are different cases it just saddens me to think some do this for no real reason at all. Its all about a strong mentality those who suffer should have this or they are as good as dead if not literally.
inov8ve:
how r u doin today kiddo??
Well I'm thinking now... It's not worth it.. from now on .. I'm not eating.. I'll die faster when I'll want to commit suicide...
... I just got screwed over by the last person I ever thought would... My sweetie... I had found a home for you for almost nothing, in the process of finding you a job a the local piercing studio, I had...
Read More
... I just got screwed over by the last person I ever thought would... My sweetie... I had found a home for you for almost nothing, in the process of finding you a job a the local piercing studio, I had...
Read More
VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
boo1:
Your hair is too pretty to die I know that everyone telling you *oh i'll be there for you* blah blah blah prolly doesnt help. Here's a story, I'll try to make it as short as possible: I'm 18 yrs old, I was and still am in love with my Husband (who i am not with), and I am carrying his unborn daughter. I have been seeing my ex for the past week and we've been fucking and whatnot. And he got to feel her kick and he tells me he loves me and blah blah blah. About 2 weeks ago we were doing the same thing we are now. And he hurt me. And I took 7 hydrocodones in attempts to commit suicide. The next night I took 5. The next day I went in for my ultrasound and I saw my daughter's little heart beating away. And even tho he says he loves me...I know he doesnt. and it hurts very very much. But I found something to live for...I dont ever wanna make that little heartbeat go away. My advice: Find something precious to live for....something that will never let you down. Go buy a duck! Seriously though....I know that my daughter depends on me to take care of her and make sure she's safe......So I cant fuck shit up for her. I wish you the best....
ben_:
hey come on, write me, mail me or anything..
i just update your journal every 5 minutes to see, if there is something new about you...
read your journals comments : there are so many people carring about you!
youre such a nice, cute, intelligent funny girl. dont make a needless misstake because of such a dumb guy!!!
you will find a better one who admires you!
i know, nobody can instruct you anything. if you really want to do it, you do it anyway, whatever we say.
but PLEASE really thing about it. you will see, its not worth it. i know you are strong enough to stand it!
all my love for you!!!
i just update your journal every 5 minutes to see, if there is something new about you...
read your journals comments : there are so many people carring about you!
youre such a nice, cute, intelligent funny girl. dont make a needless misstake because of such a dumb guy!!!
you will find a better one who admires you!
i know, nobody can instruct you anything. if you really want to do it, you do it anyway, whatever we say.
but PLEASE really thing about it. you will see, its not worth it. i know you are strong enough to stand it!
all my love for you!!!
Oi to the world !
Last night has hectic, stressfull and shattered with trauma.... My good friend Vince, that I have known since elementary school... ( way back..), wanted to commit suicide.. He had called Wal, on his cell phone saying that if he still wanted to die, to come and join him at the train bridge downtown, at 8:30. Of course, Wal goofy as...
Read More
Last night has hectic, stressfull and shattered with trauma.... My good friend Vince, that I have known since elementary school... ( way back..), wanted to commit suicide.. He had called Wal, on his cell phone saying that if he still wanted to die, to come and join him at the train bridge downtown, at 8:30. Of course, Wal goofy as...
Read More
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
inov8ve:
yeah...i had to take a pic of that drum. three cheers for sweet revenge!!
your employment contract is in the works right now. we'll contact you promptly upon completion. we're really looking forward to you joining our team. LOL
gOttA eAt nOw...
your employment contract is in the works right now. we'll contact you promptly upon completion. we're really looking forward to you joining our team. LOL
gOttA eAt nOw...
killermike:
what a night!
tell u what. sounds pretty much like you are a good friend to have........
.....fuck, i should move to canada!
(to my half german cousine)
take care
tell u what. sounds pretty much like you are a good friend to have........
.....fuck, i should move to canada!
(to my half german cousine)
take care
Well I was destined to only have one good day it seems....Nothing has been going well since my " seems to be tainted now " good day.... My stepbro is going nuts... one of my long time best friends is having his birthday party in our favorite bar and he hasnt invited me... I'm sick like hell ( I spent the whole night throwing up...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
tiffanymarie:
Oh sweetie, I'm sorry about everything that you're going through. That is a lot of misfortune! I wish there were something I could say or do to make you feel better but there isn't. There should be no reason for you to get kicked out of school. Just hang in there (I know, it's irritating to hear people say, but it's all you can do, really).
The sad thing about my situation is that she is actually a year older then me.
I hope things start to look brighter for you soon!
The sad thing about my situation is that she is actually a year older then me.
I hope things start to look brighter for you soon!
jozzy77punk:
hi, thnx for the concern, but I had an off day. Doing stupid things too much. Anyway...how are you? Better or still sick?
Hello all !
Finnally ! Today was a GOOD day ! If you have been reading my past entries.. you will see that the past weeks havent been the greatest ! So let me tell you all about this good day of mine
For starters I woke up a minute before my alarm clock usually's goes off. So I didnt have to hear that awful...
Read More
Finnally ! Today was a GOOD day ! If you have been reading my past entries.. you will see that the past weeks havent been the greatest ! So let me tell you all about this good day of mine
For starters I woke up a minute before my alarm clock usually's goes off. So I didnt have to hear that awful...
Read More
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
ben_:
no selbstmord, pleeeease
johnritchie:
hope your having a good day sweetie. love you.
edit:
hope you feel better soon sweetie!
[Edited on Sep 24, 2004 4:58AM]
edit:
hope you feel better soon sweetie!
[Edited on Sep 24, 2004 4:58AM]
Oi oi citizens of SG land !
I've been having an awful week.. School is getting way too much for me.. I have too much going on. My stepbro in the hospital.. My sweetie is feeling fucking low... I flunked my first exam ever... I got into a fight with a friend and I cut my knee ( how... hell I dont even know !...
Read More
I've been having an awful week.. School is getting way too much for me.. I have too much going on. My stepbro in the hospital.. My sweetie is feeling fucking low... I flunked my first exam ever... I got into a fight with a friend and I cut my knee ( how... hell I dont even know !...
Read More
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
inov8ve:
as a matter of fact, the dress code does require a french maid outfit, as well as a pink mohawk. so it looks like you're well qualified. as for your job description...um...really all you have to do is to let me tie you up and have my way with you.
so...when can you start??
so...when can you start??
johnritchie:
hey sweetie just wanted to wish you a kick ass day! 23 days! love you! :kss:
ps... updated my journal...
ps... updated my journal...
Happy Halloween Weekend doll face!