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I'm slowly realizing that ALL of my journals are about girls and work. thats really about it, its kinda sad, is there not any more to my life than working and falling in love too quickly and too often? fuck it, who cares. I sure don't.
On to the story....I was hanging out with my friends tonight and we went to a restaurant and then to the mall. oh, cool story about the restaurant later, it was sketchy as a motherfucker. but anyways, we go to the mall where my buddy jake works, and where cat's sister works, we were gonna just visit cat's sis, but jake and i had to finish our cigarettes outside, so we were behind cat and rose by a little bit. so we go upstairs y the discovery channel store where jake works, and theres a morgan jewelers next door. now, the last time I picked jake up from work I saw this girl carissa who has been in a few of my classes and is what i would call a "tight aquaintance", someone I know well enough to talk to for an extended period of time, and hang out with at some point, but who I haven't hung out with yet. anyway, I saw her closing up and waved and this time when we were walking by I was like, hmmm, I wonder if carissa's working, so I glance in the store and sure enough she is, so I go in and talk to her, the first thing out of her mouth, I mis you soo muc. i'm like sheeeit, oh and did I mention she's incredibly gorgeous and WAY cool? probly not oh well, so we talk for a little and she's all oh you have to come visit me more often, we'll hang out. etc. etc. etc. so I'm like coooooooooool. I totally am forgetting about meghan at this point, she's playing a weird little game that I don't enjoy. GAR. my life gets confuzzled with girlys, I fall in love to easily and often, and move on almost as easily and often, but after stressing about it for awhile. I think its partly cuz I haven't had a girlfriend, a real one, in a long time, and I want one probably too much. I don't know. blarg is the only appropriate word for right now. fuck it or fight it, its all teh same as the ol' sublime song says, bradley nowell knew what was up every now and again...

so the restaurant story... we went to this little greek restaurant to get banana splits before we went to the mall, and there was this little light hanging down over our table, and it was right at eye level, so I was kind playing with it and batting at it, and the waiter comes up and he was like, is this bothering you, and i said, oh no, not at all, cuz it wasn't I was just playin with it. so he proceeds to start yankin on it to get it to come out of the track lighting thing it was on, and it wouldn't come out, so he keeps pulling and the whole track comes down and half a ceiling tile with it, all over our table, then he leaves it on the floor, and says, better now eh(or somehting to that effect, he was an older greek guy, I caught about every third word) it was SOOOO weird, I was just confused by the entire episode. oh well. I'm done now, bedtime for brian.