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So...ive got this premonition that I was reached out of ulterior neccessity-an underlying agenda fueled by perhaps a bit of boredom. this, it makes me unhappy, but, still a little glad that Im not envisioned with contemptuous malice..

So i detach myself from the situation and reflect:

I see a maze of bridge in an underground chamber, theyre falling apart left and right and its...
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butterfly2:
You are wonderful smile

I won't shoot.
prettyb0y:
If you have a problem, it's that your too nice. A problem I wish I had. And I may shoot, but I'll always aim to miss you.

kiss
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Things I like:

Mastrubating on my parent's couch in highheels. biggrin

Things I don't like:

Vibrators that run out of effective battery juice in the middle of their duty. mad
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prettyb0y:
Diddo... oh, I mean to what MisterSatan, not... oh, damn.
mohollyweird:
I have a penis, and it's CORDLESS! It runs on otter pops and snow cones. Not detatchable. i'm sorry for Your power outage, I hate when that happens.
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Thoughts, feelings, events, etc.

Apparently my uncle has taken off to Florida for scuba diving. Kinda random seeming to me. His ex wife is trying to get back together with him, which is bullshit. I hate that woman for messing with my tio. Grr.

There is talk of another family road trip to Vegas. I do adore my zany family. I should like to visit...
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bionicfemme:
LOL.

I was just jealous of Melora's leg, is all.
joyrider:
tantra pretty unorganized, esp compared to christianity or islam etc. think master/apprentice -type stuff. that's all. it's all bullshit and semiotic voodoo anyway. buddha didn't get enlighted reading the vedic texts or the pali canon or whatever; he did it sitting on his ass under a tree. wink
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Recent Events in the Life of girl named [Me] :

So. Coincidences are abound as of late. and heres one more. Its a stretch but its odd.
I ran into a girl I knew in highschool today, she was one of my FAVORITE people even though I didnt know her extremely well...I knew her well enough to know she wasnt like all the the other...
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joyrider:
...and it SUCKS that your pops is like that. grr.
mistersatan:
Dads suck.
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This world is way to small for sanity.
Its smallness, is placing a test on me.
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butterfly2:
*whips out happy laser and shoots you! *
hel:
thanks sweetie smile
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Blah. less angsty than my earlier post.
Am a little pissed off. I found a sheet that told me I shouldve gotten my spring 03 bill by DEC 13th which is bullshit because i was still at school, so it never went to my PO box, and it never came to my house...and now I have to pay a 75 dollar late fee for not...
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My day:
Played Alice. Got no where.
Read first 2 Cantos of Inferno.
Watched Spongebob square pants.

Im feeling angsty. discontent in my own skin. i dont know what to do with myself. I feel like i could self destruct at any second. Im high strung and hating it. I want to run out into the cold rainy street bare foot and screech at cars...
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_v_:
sounds ruff. if i were you, i would do all of those things. except for the ones that could hurt you
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Today was quasiproductive. I cleaned. Thats about it, but its something. I don't have much to say..Though I felt compelled to say something. Meh.
I miss my gf. murr. tongue
mistersatan:
Don't feel too badly- I'm sitting in class right now, being bored to tears listening about the wonders of monitor cables.

I don't know how this is supposed to make you feel better, but I just wanted to whine at someone. smile
joyrider:
i think cleaning counts as productive. my secret shame: i am a clean freak.
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My head feels like mud under a 14 hour funeral procession.
I listen to Lover I Dont have to Love.
It puts languid energy in me.
The kind that makes you want to move like a sullen angry.
Spread yourself around.
Milk into a glass of water.

Stringing unelaborated thoughts together:
(Concerning my relative position between two extremely important individuals... And other issues of importance.)...
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unbornbloom:
Aw. I was saddened by the (dia)bolical thivery that robbed you away from me! :p
i misses you too much... murr. sigh.
Im going to go watch this movie Insomnia...I will maybe be on after... if not you could give me a call later if you didnt mind wasting up your minutes...
nerdygirl:
I aim to please... smile
Stop Eatting Beef (SEB your intials could work well for a PETA convention.)
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YEGAAAH!
I am so completely and utterly fuckin frustrated with myself.

Today just reaffirmed my totally losery slackerdom.
I offically have 10 days left of break before I return to the dorms, and I have done, precisely shit. I havent even touched my game in like a week or two...I havent read anything...I have made anything significant...all I do is eat....and sleep....and stare at this...
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nerdygirl:
you, rant? never!!! Eh, you need to, or you never know, you could form a peptic ulser. ..eh, you know me and spelling, screw it.
Have a nice rest of your break.

[Edited on Jan 06, 2003]
lunabelle:
OOhh. Restoration apprentice? That sounds lovely. Old books make me drool. I did book buying & was learning appraisal in a used and rare book store, but I moved and had to tranfer to a new bookstore. I love old books.