My day:
Played Alice. Got no where.
Read first 2 Cantos of Inferno.
Watched Spongebob square pants.
Im feeling angsty. discontent in my own skin. i dont know what to do with myself. I feel like i could self destruct at any second. Im high strung and hating it. I want to run out into the cold rainy street bare foot and screech at cars...
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Played Alice. Got no where.
Read first 2 Cantos of Inferno.
Watched Spongebob square pants.
Im feeling angsty. discontent in my own skin. i dont know what to do with myself. I feel like i could self destruct at any second. Im high strung and hating it. I want to run out into the cold rainy street bare foot and screech at cars...
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_v_:
sounds ruff. if i were you, i would do all of those things. except for the ones that could hurt you
Today was quasiproductive. I cleaned. Thats about it, but its something. I don't have much to say..Though I felt compelled to say something. Meh.
I miss my gf. murr.
I miss my gf. murr.
mistersatan:
Don't feel too badly- I'm sitting in class right now, being bored to tears listening about the wonders of monitor cables.
I don't know how this is supposed to make you feel better, but I just wanted to whine at someone.
I don't know how this is supposed to make you feel better, but I just wanted to whine at someone.
joyrider:
i think cleaning counts as productive. my secret shame: i am a clean freak.
My head feels like mud under a 14 hour funeral procession.
I listen to Lover I Dont have to Love.
It puts languid energy in me.
The kind that makes you want to move like a sullen angry.
Spread yourself around.
Milk into a glass of water.
Stringing unelaborated thoughts together:
(Concerning my relative position between two extremely important individuals... And other issues of importance.)...
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I listen to Lover I Dont have to Love.
It puts languid energy in me.
The kind that makes you want to move like a sullen angry.
Spread yourself around.
Milk into a glass of water.
Stringing unelaborated thoughts together:
(Concerning my relative position between two extremely important individuals... And other issues of importance.)...
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unbornbloom:
Aw. I was saddened by the (dia)bolical thivery that robbed you away from me! :p
i misses you too much... murr. sigh.
Im going to go watch this movie Insomnia...I will maybe be on after... if not you could give me a call later if you didnt mind wasting up your minutes...
i misses you too much... murr. sigh.
Im going to go watch this movie Insomnia...I will maybe be on after... if not you could give me a call later if you didnt mind wasting up your minutes...
nerdygirl:
I aim to please...
Stop Eatting Beef (SEB your intials could work well for a PETA convention.)
Stop Eatting Beef (SEB your intials could work well for a PETA convention.)
YEGAAAH!
I am so completely and utterly fuckin frustrated with myself.
Today just reaffirmed my totally losery slackerdom.
I offically have 10 days left of break before I return to the dorms, and I have done, precisely shit. I havent even touched my game in like a week or two...I havent read anything...I have made anything significant...all I do is eat....and sleep....and stare at this...
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nerdygirl:
you, rant? never!!! Eh, you need to, or you never know, you could form a peptic ulser. ..eh, you know me and spelling, screw it.
Have a nice rest of your break.
[Edited on Jan 06, 2003]
Have a nice rest of your break.
[Edited on Jan 06, 2003]
lunabelle:
OOhh. Restoration apprentice? That sounds lovely. Old books make me drool. I did book buying & was learning appraisal in a used and rare book store, but I moved and had to tranfer to a new bookstore. I love old books.
Water was running; children were running
You were running out of time
Under the mountain, a golden fountain
Were you praying at the Lares shrine?
But oh your city lies in dust, my friend
We found you hiding we found you lying
Choking on the dirt and sand
Your former glories and all the stories
Dragged and washed with eager hands
But oh your city...
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You were running out of time
Under the mountain, a golden fountain
Were you praying at the Lares shrine?
But oh your city lies in dust, my friend
We found you hiding we found you lying
Choking on the dirt and sand
Your former glories and all the stories
Dragged and washed with eager hands
But oh your city...
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joyrider:
ah. now i have to go listen to once + twice upon a time. siouxie siouxie siouxie!
fred:
If you were to have the lyrics be phonetic it would be:
"oooeeeoooo oooeyooouuciiitieesslieees iin duuust... my friend"
"oooeeeoooo oooeyooouuciiitieesslieees iin duuust... my friend"
(Heres a testament to mycraptacular writing ability for ya darlin. )
What will I make the truth?
When all of discovery revolves around a mirror.
The ship sails off the edge,
and I begin to push the limits again
in hopes of finally
pawning of my soul
for the rewards reaped
of its manipulation.
A heart made of gold.
Wrapped in web.
What will I...
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)
What will I make the truth?
When all of discovery revolves around a mirror.
The ship sails off the edge,
and I begin to push the limits again
in hopes of finally
pawning of my soul
for the rewards reaped
of its manipulation.
A heart made of gold.
Wrapped in web.
What will I...
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bionicfemme:
Mwahmwahmwahmwahmwaaaaaah.
I liked that. It was really good...but so sad! Is everything ok?
I also like your new answer for fave sexual postion...
I liked that. It was really good...but so sad! Is everything ok?
I also like your new answer for fave sexual postion...
my resolutions:
(1) to cut back on the spending. ill never get that 400 dollar corset if i keep buying 30 dollar sweaters i dont need...
(2) to meditate more and stress less...
(3) to be less afraid and/or intimidated of certain things like:
a-being in love
b-social situations
c-leeches and canoes.
d-eatting by myself
(4) to be less pessimistic and more appreciative of the...
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(1) to cut back on the spending. ill never get that 400 dollar corset if i keep buying 30 dollar sweaters i dont need...
(2) to meditate more and stress less...
(3) to be less afraid and/or intimidated of certain things like:
a-being in love
b-social situations
c-leeches and canoes.
d-eatting by myself
(4) to be less pessimistic and more appreciative of the...
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bionicfemme:
Meep.
I want to see you soon.
I want to see you soon.
bionicfemme:
P.S. MELORA LOOKS LIKE AN OLD WOMAN!!!!
Aren't you glad you have a girlfriend under 75?
Hahaha!
Aren't you glad you have a girlfriend under 75?
Hahaha!
My head hurts. I tihnk Im vaguely delerious. and I need to go back to bed. jebus. I was roused at 9 in the am for a random trip to good ol Target. Thanks mom.
Of course, I really needed to go, but it couldnve been any earlier could it.
I got socks. I love boy socks. girl socks rot, unless they have cute prints...
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Of course, I really needed to go, but it couldnve been any earlier could it.
I got socks. I love boy socks. girl socks rot, unless they have cute prints...
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joyrider:
rasputin's is a good rekkid store. the one in berkeley, yes? are there more in the bay area? i don't know.
enjoy your letigre. i recommend "get off the internet"
happy newyear!
enjoy your letigre. i recommend "get off the internet"
happy newyear!
throatneedle:
Le Tigre is pretty funny
Ms. Hanna is so hot
Ms. Hanna is so hot
Stretched the eyes into catty kohl.
Hooked three buckles apiece on each of two feet.
Plucked the umbrellas curve from the doorknob,
And I headed off.
I stop thinking when the train starts moving.
(With a Bionic gurl. )
Waiting.
Boys hair looks bad.
Sniggle.
More trains move.
The street looks so small to me
without a sea.
A plaster fairy swings.
The walls glitter...
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Hooked three buckles apiece on each of two feet.
Plucked the umbrellas curve from the doorknob,
And I headed off.
I stop thinking when the train starts moving.
(With a Bionic gurl.
)
Waiting.
Boys hair looks bad.
Sniggle.
More trains move.
The street looks so small to me
without a sea.
A plaster fairy swings.
The walls glitter...
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bionicfemme:
*gasp!* You went to good vibes?
What did you get?
What did you get?
butterfly2:
YAY for black with specs! That's awesome! woot!
Sigh. even thought I bought myself some cute lil lacey panties, and a nice new sweater..and I even got new earrings-
I feel a little blue. a little apprehensive. I dont know.
Im not sure why... Usually aesthetic things boost my spirits...didnt help so much today... meh..
I feel a little blue. a little apprehensive. I dont know.
Im not sure why... Usually aesthetic things boost my spirits...didnt help so much today... meh..
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butterfly2:
hahah yah my mom and I and my cousin were watching another cousin's wedding video... watching one of my uncles totally get drunk, like drinking STRAIGHT out of the champagne bottle and dancing with every woman there. LOL
Gotta love family
Gotta love family
joyrider:
post-year wrapup malaise? i usually medicate with french disco music. clears your head right out.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone!!!
My good mood continues...woot.
Our tamales came out bomb as all hell. I think, best ever. Im indulging in the SNL Christmas marathon. My cousins are coming over later... and I received some lovely gifts...
(My stance on Christmas and gifts is, why deny my materialism. I'm an aesthetic girl, if I said I didnt enjoy getting gifts id be lying. But...
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My good mood continues...woot.
Our tamales came out bomb as all hell. I think, best ever. Im indulging in the SNL Christmas marathon. My cousins are coming over later... and I received some lovely gifts...
(My stance on Christmas and gifts is, why deny my materialism. I'm an aesthetic girl, if I said I didnt enjoy getting gifts id be lying. But...
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nerdygirl:
Thanks kid.
You know I love just talking to you. and your company, it's beautiful. Like everything about you.
Sorry I've been kind of an ass to you lately, just should be happy for you... and I am.
Thanks for just being you.
You know I love just talking to you. and your company, it's beautiful. Like everything about you.
Sorry I've been kind of an ass to you lately, just should be happy for you... and I am.
Thanks for just being you.
unbornbloom:
Aww ellie, youve not been an ass at all ;p
So...
I was thinking...
Im really, incredibly greatful that Ive met someone who, has most probably SAVED christmas for me...I think...I would've been meloncholy as all hell this season if i werent given reason to be so happy... (all i have to do is close my eyes and think of you and its like, ahhh... the world is good )
you are the shinning star...
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I was thinking...
Im really, incredibly greatful that Ive met someone who, has most probably SAVED christmas for me...I think...I would've been meloncholy as all hell this season if i werent given reason to be so happy... (all i have to do is close my eyes and think of you and its like, ahhh... the world is good )
you are the shinning star...
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gil:
Happy Holidays!
butterfly2:
*big big hugs* mEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRY CHRISTMAS!
oooooooooooohhhh I LOVE the new pic. You are quite the hottie!
oooooooooooohhhh I LOVE the new pic. You are quite the hottie!