unauthorizeduser

I haven't been on here in a long , LONG time. in fact this isn't even my normal account, My normal account is just Scarecroh, but when I signed back up it gave me the account from 6, almost 7 years ago. Anyway whats a blog about but problems of shit your into but a rare few are also into.

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Here comes the complaining beware.
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I have a girlfriend, I love her dearly and she's the first girl I moved in with because I thought we were perfect together,turns out not so much. I was told her heart is just not in it anymore.................. basically because I don't do the things I should do, they're things I used to do all the time, but lately I have slacked off because I'm so fucking confused as to what the hell I'm supposed to be doing. I mean am I supposed to be the loving I want to be with you every second of every day boyfriend or am I supposed to be the cool laid back it's alright it doesn't bother me boyfriend............... I don't FUCKING KNOW...... I feel like no matter what I do its not enough, like she'll tell me half of the things that bothers her and I fix those things but suddenly there's more that I "should" have known about. I miss her when she's not around, I fantasize about her everyday and I love her with all my heart, she's the best thing that's happened to me and I feel like I fucked it up....