I am so sad right now I cant even Cry I dont know what to do . I am totally lost .I am trying to cheer my self up and have laughter but I cant . Tonight at worked I was so pissed I picked like 400 Cases a hour every one said I hit a recored by doing that and asked me what was in me . My boss took me in his office and asked me if I Was on any thing I told him no not at all and explained what had happen with my freind . So he understood and asked me If I needed to take a couple days off that he would understand but I said no .
I think I just need to hurmitises my self with a bottle of absinth and just totaly forget about life and just get away from the world . Like buy a cabin and live there by my self .
I am lost and totally in lumber . I dont think I could take another bad or worse subject in my life I am at total lost and so freakin sad .
I think I just need to hurmitises my self with a bottle of absinth and just totaly forget about life and just get away from the world . Like buy a cabin and live there by my self .
I am lost and totally in lumber . I dont think I could take another bad or worse subject in my life I am at total lost and so freakin sad .
