With this hole in my heart widening ever further with no relief in sight
Release from this pain is all I seek but forever denied
With head held low I trudge along because I have no choice
Death is not an option but the cowards way out
I tarry on seeking life and love constantly denied me to fill holes I cannot even fathom
Understanding nothing but feeling everything in my core unraveling
I beg for patience and the wisdom to see things through to make it bearable to even breath again
