I have no actual friends
And zero people whom I love
I like to think I try to be nice to others
But, whom am I kidding other than myself
I should just end it and put myself out of everyone's misery
I wouldn't be missed
Some may even celebrate
Lets face it, I'm a worthless PoS
I don't even contribute...
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Uncertainty leading to fear.
Which quickly turns to anger.
And in turn causes unwise choices.
Leading to regret.
Born from that is self loathing.
Such a seemingly endless vicious cycle.
Trying to soldier on, not knowing how.
Giving up sounds like a grand idea.
But that in turn fans the flame of anger.
Burning into a defiant rage.
Mocking me for even thinking of quitting...
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All this anger and rage from deep with-in.
Where does it come from, why does it plague me so?
Oh how I wish it'd go away.
Leave me be, let me be happy.
Elation is what I seek.
If I shall find it remains to be seen.
Regardless I will keep my head on a swivel searching as time goes on.
Not looking back...
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Lost in emotion clouding my mind.
Seeking light at the end of this dark dreary road.
As I strive to keep chin up I repeat to myself you can do this you've survived worse.
Each new pain seems to feels worse than the last.
With a heart that looks like swiss cheese I trudge on knowing the light flooding in the tunnel is meant...
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