I must now say so long and farewell

Though you never really knew me

This impenetrable shell that surrounds me made that impossible

Fear at times can keep us alive, but it can also keep us isolated

Fear leading to frustration and then to anger makes for unwise choices or words

This cocoon inside stirs, with it's core striving to break free

I must...
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Can you even see me? Or am I invisible to you?

Every time I see you my heart aches to love you.

I know deep inside that I have no chance with you, But I can hope and wish.

I would do everything in my power to see that smile on a daily basis.

And the chance to kiss those lips, what I wouldn't...
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dariianity:
Heartbreaking poetry..

With this hole in my heart widening ever further with no relief in sight
Release from this pain is all I seek but forever denied
With head held low I trudge along because I have no choice
Death is not an option but the cowards way out
I tarry on seeking life and love constantly denied me to fill holes I cannot even fathom
Understanding...
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feena:
I had to scroll through a fair few sets but she is @serene  ☺
twisteddark:
OMG ty ty ty, I've been looking through every set ever made. Started at 2005 and had made it up to 2007 when I saw this. But for some reason didn't see the ones from 05 on the list. again, TY
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I have no actual friends
And zero people whom I love
I like to think I try to be nice to others
But, whom am I kidding other than myself
I should just end it and put myself out of everyone's misery
I wouldn't be missed
Some may even celebrate
Lets face it, I'm a worthless PoS
I don't even contribute...
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Uncertainty leading to fear.
Which quickly turns to anger.
And in turn causes unwise choices.
Leading to regret.
Born from that is self loathing.
Such a seemingly endless vicious cycle.
Trying to soldier on, not knowing how.
Giving up sounds like a grand idea.
But that in turn fans the flame of anger.
Burning into a defiant rage.
Mocking me for even thinking of quitting...
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All this anger and rage from deep with-in.
Where does it come from, why does it plague me so?
Oh how I wish it'd go away.
Leave me be, let me be happy.
Elation is what I seek.
If I shall find it remains to be seen.
Regardless I will keep my head on a swivel searching as time goes on.
Not looking back...
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Lost in emotion clouding my mind.
Seeking light at the end of this dark dreary road.
As I strive to keep chin up I repeat to myself you can do this you've survived worse.
Each new pain seems to feels worse than the last.
With a heart that looks like swiss cheese I trudge on knowing the light flooding in the tunnel is meant...
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