I'M NOT UPDATING UNTILL SHE (MAHALO) DOESN"T ENTER MY MIND
but i'll be updating on the bottom with edits untill they won't let me
ok let me give u a quick update. Ok this girl called for me at work and left her number and name. I don't know the name so i thought it was one of my regulars i flirt with. OO I hope it was the one with the tatoo on her back. Anwayz the number didn't work
. dam u girls and playing my feelings. Well it made me think of my old phone and how it used to ring alot. I then thought of who it used to be and i started laughing rembering the stuff me and some of the people i used to hang with did. But then She poped into my mind. The one that gave me a reason to wear black. The one that smashed my heart and dipped it in ice. I mean she was the only one that it felt right to say i love you. Well i rembered all the fun we had but with each fun there was a terrible down. In the end i was thinking on how she hurt me. I rember that she tought me how to love someone and how to care about people. Then she took my new heart that loved her so much and tore it. Well needless to say i was depressed. But then a customer came in and i had to wait on them. Now i rember why i am single. It was cuz every girl i dated after her didn't seem right. I just couldn't feel the same way with them. No girl could awaken my heart so all my relationships only lasted a week or less. Thats why i decided to just stay single. I told everyone i was over her and i am long as u never say her name or do anything to remind me of her. I mean i am doing better cuz there was a girl at sg prom that looked alot like her but it didn't bother me. I think it was just cuz i was in another state and so i knew it couldn't be her. And especially after someone introduced her to me. Turns out it's a sg i forgot her name and i'm glad i did. Well i am rambling so will put this journal to an end. I'm going to try and cheer myself up. Put something funny in my entry like a picture or a funny storry i don't know. well i'll just think of the girl with the tatoo cuz all i have to say about her is hot.
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ok today sucked. I was soo hungry at work my arm was shaking. SO i went to the atm and i had -12 dollars i just fucking deposited 30 dollars. WHat the fuck. Then the girl i liked and was flirting with told me she had a kid and just gotten divorced. DAMNIT you know all the girls i like either have a b/f, have husband , are gay, just not dating now, or have a fucking kid. Damnit when i was younget it was just they had a b/f then it was b/f or they turning gay or just don't want a b/f then it was a fiance and now it is a fucking kid. I won't date a girl with a kid cuz i'm too young to deal with one
she was hot really hot and i loved her tatoo it was wings coming out of her back. Waaa this day sucks and i still thought of mahalo. someone shoot me right now or i'm going to ACIDENTLY trip and brake my neck or land on a knife or something. And the newspaper will say a total loser that worked at a 7-11 and triped over his own two feet and died.
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to say i just found the name fo the sg that reminded me of the girl that broke my hear (mahalo) was Roxy but only at certain angles and all her prom pics
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today is my day off going to see harry potter and i decided to take some singing classes an guitar glasses. I'm going to make a record one way or another damnit. I wrote a new song and i love it ok anwayz u all keep bugging me on who was it that i wanted to delete so i'm going to tell you but u can't tell her like she would care but the deleting spree started cuz of glassheart
but i'll be updating on the bottom with edits untill they won't let me
ok let me give u a quick update. Ok this girl called for me at work and left her number and name. I don't know the name so i thought it was one of my regulars i flirt with. OO I hope it was the one with the tatoo on her back. Anwayz the number didn't work
. dam u girls and playing my feelings. Well it made me think of my old phone and how it used to ring alot. I then thought of who it used to be and i started laughing rembering the stuff me and some of the people i used to hang with did. But then She poped into my mind. The one that gave me a reason to wear black. The one that smashed my heart and dipped it in ice. I mean she was the only one that it felt right to say i love you. Well i rembered all the fun we had but with each fun there was a terrible down. In the end i was thinking on how she hurt me. I rember that she tought me how to love someone and how to care about people. Then she took my new heart that loved her so much and tore it. Well needless to say i was depressed. But then a customer came in and i had to wait on them. Now i rember why i am single. It was cuz every girl i dated after her didn't seem right. I just couldn't feel the same way with them. No girl could awaken my heart so all my relationships only lasted a week or less. Thats why i decided to just stay single. I told everyone i was over her and i am long as u never say her name or do anything to remind me of her. I mean i am doing better cuz there was a girl at sg prom that looked alot like her but it didn't bother me. I think it was just cuz i was in another state and so i knew it couldn't be her. And especially after someone introduced her to me. Turns out it's a sg i forgot her name and i'm glad i did. Well i am rambling so will put this journal to an end. I'm going to try and cheer myself up. Put something funny in my entry like a picture or a funny storry i don't know. well i'll just think of the girl with the tatoo cuz all i have to say about her is hot.
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ok today sucked. I was soo hungry at work my arm was shaking. SO i went to the atm and i had -12 dollars i just fucking deposited 30 dollars. WHat the fuck. Then the girl i liked and was flirting with told me she had a kid and just gotten divorced. DAMNIT you know all the girls i like either have a b/f, have husband , are gay, just not dating now, or have a fucking kid. Damnit when i was younget it was just they had a b/f then it was b/f or they turning gay or just don't want a b/f then it was a fiance and now it is a fucking kid. I won't date a girl with a kid cuz i'm too young to deal with one
she was hot really hot and i loved her tatoo it was wings coming out of her back. Waaa this day sucks and i still thought of mahalo. someone shoot me right now or i'm going to ACIDENTLY trip and brake my neck or land on a knife or something. And the newspaper will say a total loser that worked at a 7-11 and triped over his own two feet and died.
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to say i just found the name fo the sg that reminded me of the girl that broke my hear (mahalo) was Roxy but only at certain angles and all her prom pics
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today is my day off going to see harry potter and i decided to take some singing classes an guitar glasses. I'm going to make a record one way or another damnit. I wrote a new song and i love it ok anwayz u all keep bugging me on who was it that i wanted to delete so i'm going to tell you but u can't tell her like she would care but the deleting spree started cuz of glassheart
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and huge dorkball who quotes star wars?