twistedblack

I have no reason to wake up anymore. I have no reason to take the next breath, the next step, to go to work or pretty much anything really. I discoverd over my days off that i have nothing in life. Mylife is pathetic and i have nothing but work. I woke up and did nothing. if more than one of my so called friends are not available or something then i have nothing to do. I went to a friends ate food and did nothing else. I tried to be a video game to keep my mind off how pathetic mylife is but the game wouldn't install. Maybe if i continue my education i will be able to see the light at the endof the tunel but right now there is not light and the tunel is turning out to be a hole. The hole is turning out to be my grave. I do not wish this to be my grave but if my motivation and reasons keep going this grave i am diging my be finished early.