From firmamant I take my leave,
Your pardon if my plea believe,
That I, your wanderer; nomad birth,
Should be cut loose from ties of earth,
Fair swift and true my nobel kite,
To bear me fast beyond the light,
Where hours fixed in eight advance,
And somance lost is gained perchance,
In one day I shall not be seen
(More than months a sail...
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Your pardon if my plea believe,
That I, your wanderer; nomad birth,
Should be cut loose from ties of earth,
Fair swift and true my nobel kite,
To bear me fast beyond the light,
Where hours fixed in eight advance,
And somance lost is gained perchance,
In one day I shall not be seen
(More than months a sail...
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So forged by thy brac'd arms so gallant,
That save poor stupour; Knight Errant,
Do rescue from near mortal toil,
Of betrayed age embraced by soil.
That save poor stupour; Knight Errant,
Do rescue from near mortal toil,
Of betrayed age embraced by soil.
contradiction:
awesome.
The rain changed direction today. It now comes in the evening. It now feels a little colder.
I dream of eyes that ignite my passion. I go to see them where I can look away and remember them best.
Those things that I've had to learn to love are the things that I find hardest to leave behind.
I dream of eyes that ignite my passion. I go to see them where I can look away and remember them best.
Those things that I've had to learn to love are the things that I find hardest to leave behind.
vicky:
I'm sure that there must be some kind of an online gift voucher to pay for web-time! Im on the computers in the internet cafe right now. So embarrasing when the log-on page appears with a naked lady on it! 
I'm living with 15 million people; each my bed-fellow. Every morning a tender closeness only felt by unspoken travel companions. And later, a brief but sombre share of glances. I'm in love with everyone of them.
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starisea:
Hee hee! You are inquisitive.
Sadly, my pills arent naughty. Sigh . . .
I have 3 different kinds of headache pills (migraines suck!), 2 kinds for nausea, and 2 kinds for allergies (1 = wake-up kind, 1 = sleepy kind). I'm a walking pharmacy.
A mala is Buddhist prayer beads. Mine are wooden, and dont get used nearly as often as they should. * Guilty look *
Im sorry that you dont get PEZ in England. Thats just sad. I have quite a PEZ dispenser collection. The Chicago kids send me a new one every Xmas.
staris PEZ dispenser collection:
Gonzo
Lisa Simpson
Skull
Snowman
Boba Fett
Speedy Gonzales
Spiderman
Wonder who I will get this year? Tee hee!
As you have so rightly noticed, stari is not a cigarette smoker, but she likes to be prepared just in case other smokable vices are in the vicinity. It is also a nice way for shy girls to meet new peeps. Im an equal opportunity flame offerer.
Bye!
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Sadly, my pills arent naughty. Sigh . . .
I have 3 different kinds of headache pills (migraines suck!), 2 kinds for nausea, and 2 kinds for allergies (1 = wake-up kind, 1 = sleepy kind). I'm a walking pharmacy.
A mala is Buddhist prayer beads. Mine are wooden, and dont get used nearly as often as they should. * Guilty look *
Im sorry that you dont get PEZ in England. Thats just sad. I have quite a PEZ dispenser collection. The Chicago kids send me a new one every Xmas.
staris PEZ dispenser collection:
Gonzo
Lisa Simpson
Skull
Snowman
Boba Fett
Speedy Gonzales
Spiderman
Wonder who I will get this year? Tee hee!
As you have so rightly noticed, stari is not a cigarette smoker, but she likes to be prepared just in case other smokable vices are in the vicinity. It is also a nice way for shy girls to meet new peeps. Im an equal opportunity flame offerer.
Bye!
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quietboy:
Heh. you must have found my evil(ish) twin. he does work there amongst other places. Thankfully, the people he works with are great and he's in a position of abusable authority, so it's not a burden for the majority of the time.
Been really lax with comments on the site... nothing much to say recently... all kinds of things taking up my thought processes. Sorry for the non-dropping of lines.
I understand the feelings about transit, felt the same sort of thing for many years.
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Been really lax with comments on the site... nothing much to say recently... all kinds of things taking up my thought processes. Sorry for the non-dropping of lines.
I understand the feelings about transit, felt the same sort of thing for many years.
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Stopped short of a small man that didn't notice that I hadn't noticed he was in front of me when I was too busy trying to read imaginary books that are more interesting than the people around me when my concentration is broken by a beautiful girl in an unironed dress that almost tripped on the heels of her own shoes hoping that noone saw...
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er:
that is a beautiful sentence.
It's been too long. Being strung out by the ambling time that being single induces.
Everything seems poignant. Every breeze feels lika a rebirth of desire for romance or thought. Every thought and dream is more introspective than the last. I think we all lust for this exquisite lonliness. It must be kept in perspective though.
I stare blindly at strangers and wonder what they...
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Everything seems poignant. Every breeze feels lika a rebirth of desire for romance or thought. Every thought and dream is more introspective than the last. I think we all lust for this exquisite lonliness. It must be kept in perspective though.
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quietboy:
Vision quest as in a shamanistic quest? Too fucking true. I've felt the need to some serious questing away from where i live for a while now... Maybe in some way "traveling" has become the vision quest for the taste of a new generation? People going to far away places and doing incredible things before returning to their tribe...
Anyway, before i get too drawn into this. Just wanted to let you know that there's a strongbad group in the SG site. Thought ye might like to know....
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Anyway, before i get too drawn into this. Just wanted to let you know that there's a strongbad group in the SG site. Thought ye might like to know....
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starisea:
Your choice of words to convey such a feeling as discovering that one is a stranger to oneself is exquisite and hauntingly beautiful. Nice . . .
It is so strange to look at one's life and not recognize the person who is living it . . . I've felt like that a lot lately.
I hope you update soon. I like your prose.
It is so strange to look at one's life and not recognize the person who is living it . . . I've felt like that a lot lately.
I hope you update soon. I like your prose.
Money money money. I think I single handedly reduce the wealth of our great nation. Sorry everyone, I have far less than nothing.
Debauchery costs too much and I can't think of a single sin that doesn't involve a payout.
Give me evil for free.
Debauchery costs too much and I can't think of a single sin that doesn't involve a payout.
Give me evil for free.
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quietboy:
Hmm... evil for free?
Well, if you're talking sins, envy's always free. In fact so's wrath, and sloth. Although i guess all have there own prices in terms of things you lose...
Apart from that, you could always be nasty to strangers! I have a great job that allows me to victimize the great unwashed all night long, and they can't complain or demonstrate... abuse of undeserved authority is always so refreshing!
Of course, this still costs our collective unconscious, and my soul.... ho hum.
Piss. there's no free evil for you. just pay the piper like everyone else!
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Well, if you're talking sins, envy's always free. In fact so's wrath, and sloth. Although i guess all have there own prices in terms of things you lose...
Apart from that, you could always be nasty to strangers! I have a great job that allows me to victimize the great unwashed all night long, and they can't complain or demonstrate... abuse of undeserved authority is always so refreshing!
Of course, this still costs our collective unconscious, and my soul.... ho hum.
Piss. there's no free evil for you. just pay the piper like everyone else!
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vicky:
Thanks for the advice 
I really need to be more assertive
P.S yes the FDQfrom theP13 are the band that Wednesday 13 was in before he was in the Murderdolls. Ring any bells now?!
I really need to be more assertive
P.S yes the FDQfrom theP13 are the band that Wednesday 13 was in before he was in the Murderdolls. Ring any bells now?!
Guy Fourkes Night. Barely able to see my way down the street due to the very fires I was using as guiding lights. Not even that could veil the excuse to indulge in another carnal ritual. why burn this man again? Isn't being encased in the very arse of hell until your eyes boil enough the one time without the annual reference to celebrate such...
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azrael_abyss:
You'll get the hang of the chat once you're in there enough 
nice to meet you
nice to meet you
quietboy:
heh. nufty fireworks fun. Explosives mmm.....
Oh, manga is cool, but samurai jack is what the cool kids are watching... it's just too awesome!!
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Oh, manga is cool, but samurai jack is what the cool kids are watching... it's just too awesome!!
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XI've spent all day looking at a documentary about war. War, war and more war. The human raced is doomed if we can't be nice to each other. I've seen countless executions today. Each one made me feel more desperate and more sick. Kids carrying guns because they want to look as cool as their dads who also carried guns while their mothers are having...
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quietboy:
I have elf eyes that you could borrow...Two for a pound!!
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shaka:
Would you kill someone today if you knew nobody would ever be killed again starting tomorrow? I think war is natural and noble. It proves that we're intelegent enough to fight for what we believe in. I believe that nothing worth having comes without struggle and when people or their governments can't come to an agreement (they usually can't) the strugle takes to the battlefield as a last resort. War isn't pretty, but it is necessary. . . I don't see your link between kids with guns and stripping women of their human rights in times of war. Truth be known, I own guns and my wife and kids will know how to use them because I'll admit I'm at base driven by the will to life. . . If a gun will defend my life you better believe I'll get a gun.
But I promise I'll try not to get angry and I can almost guarantee I won't hurt anyone. . . but you never know.
But I promise I'll try not to get angry and I can almost guarantee I won't hurt anyone. . . but you never know.
Another day of living tribute to the God of ineptitude. If in doubt palm it off to the new guy. He gets paid less. Grrr.
It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to go to bed as soon as I get back home. Apart from one rant in my journal there's no time to even drop by on Siren. The day just ain't...
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It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to go to bed as soon as I get back home. Apart from one rant in my journal there's no time to even drop by on Siren. The day just ain't...
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Well bugger me it's cold. Another season, another excuse to fork out for stuff that you had last year and thought you still had until you go to look for it when in fact you find that moths/dog/(pet)rats/housemates have eaten large holes in the crotch and nipple areas. Not that I own anything that covers both of these at the same time. Honest.
Another season...
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vicky:
Hi there newbie!
You should come and introduce yourself on the UK group boards
Just wondering, "Satanic Verses" - please explain?!
I take it you must be Welsh, where abouts are you from cariad?!
You should come and introduce yourself on the UK group boards
Just wondering, "Satanic Verses" - please explain?!
I take it you must be Welsh, where abouts are you from cariad?!
deadish:
heh, thanks, Im still not sure, will leave it as it is for now. No need for apologies
Welcome to SG by the way
I read satanic verses, kinda wished I had read the quoran (? don't know how to spell) before hand tho as there were huge chunks I read and just didnt understand. But salma rushdie is a very funny man.
Welcome to SG by the way
I read satanic verses, kinda wished I had read the quoran (? don't know how to spell) before hand tho as there were huge chunks I read and just didnt understand. But salma rushdie is a very funny man.
Another Sunday spent recovering from slimelight. Arms aching from dancing and so discovered this place. It's all new and exciting. Somebody came up to me last night, told me they thought I was fit and promptly collapsed in a drug fuelled loss of footing. As such I'm not quite sure how to take it. If you're out there (Becky??) Youre very cute yourself, drop me...
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Thank you for the beautiful mystery.
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