30. 9 out of 10 times

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So it's done again for another week, time to breath. 9 out of 10 times I end up worrying myself about nothing, it's just so illogical but I can't help it.

It's been such a tiring day too, with so much travelling, I hate leaving the house when it's dark and getting back when it's dark, it's kind of depressing. I really miss Summer :...
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lucerne:
Thanks for the shout out, love. Always here to talk if you need :)

29. Anxiety

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So it's Tuesday night and I'm at uni tomorrow. I always find Tuesday nights hard, especially this week having been sick last week. So it makes tomorrow even more daunting in my head.

I've always found it hard to talk about my anxiety, I've certainly never blogged about it either. Having always thought people wouldn't understand it, mainly because for a long time I didn't...
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mimiko:
I've dealth with depression myself this year and have social anxiety so I kind of know how you feel. I was advised by a friend who had tried hypnotherapy with good results, to help me but never go round to it - after reading this I think it might be the best way to go. You sound like you're on the right track , so good for you :)
ttaylorr:
Thanks @mimiko your kind of comment is the reason I decided to blog about it all. I would recommend trying it,        It has really helped me personally but I think different methods work for different people. I know depression and anxiety seem to go hand in hand as I've found in the past one seems to feed the other, it's really difficult. Especially social anxiety there's nothing worse then having to live with that constant feeling of dread. I ve also tried different medication in the past and would recommend talking to your GP as well if you haven't already, again I think different meds work better for some than others. I wish you all the best with overcoming your anxiety, if you ever want to talk about it  please message me, I don't really know many other people who suffer from it. X

27. Don't doubt yourself.

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So today I had the second session on my day of the dead girl tattoo and it was actually a bit easier than the first one. I'm not sure if it's because it was mostly shading instead of line work or whether it was because I managed to relax a bit more this time, but it wasn't as bad. I just about managed my 1...
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ttaylorr:
Thanks @lucerne looks like you have some nice ink too ; )
lucerne:
oh thanks! @ttaylorr

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So were almost at the end of the working week now and I'm looking forward to getting my dotd girl finished on Saturday.

I'd like to say how much I'm enjoying the site, everyone is really nice and I've spoken with a few really interesting people. Definitely feel like this is somewhere where I can fit in.

Anyway this is just a short blog tonight,
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ok so at the end of my 4 day weekend now, really enjoyed having a bit off a break from work.

Friday I got a start done on my pin up, day of the dead tattoo which I'm loving and on Sunday went to a comic book convention. I met Lew Temple (Axel) from walking dead who signed one of my comics and I got...
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Blog number 2...

Well I finally got a start on my latest tattoo, was a bit apprehensive about this one as it was over my ribs. It was uncomfortable to say the least but I really love the start on it!

Not sure why this uploaded sideways, you may have to tilt your head. Looking forward to the next sitting!

That's all for now.

Laters