Struggling with depression đź–¤

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Hello guys, I'm Tsuuyuki,

I've been suffering from depression for a few years, not only that I have other other psychological infirmities, this makes very difficult for me to manage all social networks!

I really like being here and I was really happy when I became an SG, it was a personal dream come true and it really is very important for me. Unfortunatly sometimes I disappear and I am unable to pay as much attention here or in any other social network, as I should due to my depression.

Sometimes I isolate myself and stay in the dark without being able to get up, so if I ghost everything and I don’t pay much attention to you guys here. It’s not because I don’t like it here or that I don't like you, but I am often feeling so bad that I don’t have the strength to do anything. With this pandemic, my situation has worsened.

I'm sorry for not being a more active member!

I am trying to improve, but besides my depression, I have several health issues. Recently I had a problem with my uterus, I am undergoing physical therapy because of the spine and tendonitis in my arm, a doctor forbade me to write for a few weeks! I'm taking so many medications that my stomach started to hurt every day. Anyway, I just wanted to say that you are important to me and I really miss being able to interact more with you, I hope I can get well soon.

Thank you all ❤️ please don't give up on me! Thank you! With Love, Tsuuyuki

@lemon @missy @penny @jacqueline

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fullfeeling:
I know this post is a bit old, and I hope you're doing better across the whole spectrum of health issues.  But you particularly mention that its "very difficult for me to manage all social networks".  I definitely hear you on that.  But have you considered that the cause/effect relationship might be reversed?  That at least to some extent it's not that depression and anxiety make it hard to manage social networks, but that social networking (especially if you feel pressure to do it) creates or contributes to anxiety?  I know that's certainly the case for me.  Quitting Facebook was immensely good for my peace of mind.  SG is the only one I'm on anymore, even for work, and I try to keep it light here: no obligations, just fun.  That outlook helped me a whole lot, so please consider that you don't owe any of us anything.  We're glad you're here when you're here, however you want to be here.  And if it's what you really need, most of us will be glad for you not to be here.  No social network is even close to worth your emotional health.
anvivarma:
When I think of addressing depression, I think of existentialism and the central idea of the search fo personal authenticity. It's like rummaging through a vast pile of keys trying to find the best-fitting ones that truly unlock doors on the path back to positivity.

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