Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

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My first choice drummer said yes. I was so happy.

So happy, in fact, that I forgot that the world isn't as simple a place as we'd often like it to be.

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I tried to help -- but I guess I'm just trouble. I loved both of them at one point -- I'll love part of both of them forever. I wanted them to love eachother forever. I wanted this to work out. It breaks my heart. But I cannot cry. Because I am in love right now --

with a song.

Somehow I still feel selfish, even if unintentionally. I just want what I want for my music, and I want the best. I want to be able to empathize instead of just sympathize but I don't have the anger anymore -- I don't hurt. I wanted to be a friend to her-- but somehow I think I'm just better off wanting

to be a song.

At least that way I won't unintentionally hurt her.... frown
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dragonflycq:
Dude, I think some of the P9 fools and myself are gonna start a Motown band...we could use a drummer...preferably a chic...but you probably hate Motown....good luck with your project. I wanna hear it.

And my friend from work wants to go to Goth night tomorrow at Godfrey's and dance it up, are you working?

Did you actually email Missy? I sent in an email through the help page, but I haven't heard back. Just curious.

How you been? Haven't seen you in a while...we should talk sometime...lots to say... wink
hobocop:
i'd probably appreciate that alot more if i only knew what you were talking about.....not that it isn't beautiful. ah to be unsophisticated and unintuitive.
sometimes i kinda wish i were a crossword puzzle.

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