tryst

Hey guys --
Sorry it's been sooo long since I've written in this thing -- it's really hard to open porn @ the library without risking losing my privelages -- can't wait to get a phoneline!! I'll be writing in this thing all the time then.

So, the ex is a jerk. This I knew, but for some reason I can't seem to prove it to myself. I wish I had a better hold on the situation. I wish I didn't love him even the tinest bit anymore.

I'm going to Lollapalooza this weekend, and to Cedar Point for the SG thingy with Mikey -- should be a good time. Anyway, they're about to kick me off of this thing so a little old lady can take over, sooo talk to you soon!!