tryptamine_____

okay, okay, i'll update already. i really liked what you guys wrote on that last entry though.


i tried to paint last night. the first picture was pathetic. the second one i've been working on inconsistently for about 2 years now and i fucked it up. there is a slight possibility that i could distract the eye from that mistake, but there is no way to fix it. *sigh*

but just going through the whole process of preparing to paint and sketching out my idea and everything was nice. i haven't done that for years, ever since i quit going to that stupid art school... i'll have to do it more often.


i finally decided what to be for halloween: Impending Death. i'll just dress in black (like i usually do anyway) and carry around candy with little notes on them that say things like, "you might die 3 days from now. enjoy what you've got while you've got it." i really wanted to do something that fit with the original theme of all hallow's eve, of the underworld being only a step away from life, but i don't think anyone would agree to the pre-enacting of funerals that i was also thinking of.


i'm really excited about bowling. i keep wishing it were today.

oh, and in case you guys missed what My Secret was, check out the sgny new year's thread in hookup. not exciting for you, but exciting for me! (how anticlimactic, huh?)