Sometimes when things come full circle, that means they've come back to being bad.
It's very frustrating to me, to not be able to fix myself. On a rational level I understand that I can't control my brain, the chemicals in it or the damage that's been done in the past. It just seems like I should be able to reach a sort of emotional resolution with things and move on. Of course if it were that easy, countless mental health professionals would be out of jobs. Meantimes, I just keep getting up in the morning and trying to get through the day as best I can.
My Ft. Worthless brother called today; the house in which their youngest daughter died was struck by lightning and burned to the ground. Can't help but think that's a good thing.
Oh yeah, instead of having the excruciatingly painful dye injection test, I'm going to have steroid shots in my neck.
It's very frustrating to me, to not be able to fix myself. On a rational level I understand that I can't control my brain, the chemicals in it or the damage that's been done in the past. It just seems like I should be able to reach a sort of emotional resolution with things and move on. Of course if it were that easy, countless mental health professionals would be out of jobs. Meantimes, I just keep getting up in the morning and trying to get through the day as best I can.
My Ft. Worthless brother called today; the house in which their youngest daughter died was struck by lightning and burned to the ground. Can't help but think that's a good thing.
Oh yeah, instead of having the excruciatingly painful dye injection test, I'm going to have steroid shots in my neck.
hellomrworld:
i hope things work out for you 
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