I don't know, it just sucks. Thinking someone loves you the same way you love them and finding out through instagram that they're with someone. Making it seem like you're the asshole for calling them out on their bullshit. It hurts. Every second of my days hurt. I don't feel like doing anything. I don't want yo get up, I just want to lay motionless and wallow in my melancholy. Nothing really cheers me up, I hate everything. The worst part is everyday I wake up with a fake smile on my face. I know its not real, I just wanted things to go smoothly this time around. I guess it just showed me that love doesn't truly conquer all.
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