I don’t really know how to feel. I mean I got accepted into a super competitive art school and I should be happy, but I’m not. I wish i wouldn’t invest so much of myself into people and let my feelings take over. I don’t like being like this, but I guess I don’t deserve to be loved by anyone. At least CSULB wants me...
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Here’s a few analog images I made prints for. I think analog is cool, developing film and making prints takes a lot of time, but it’s cool to develope a deeper appreciation for photo
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Changed my major from kiniseology to photography this week and I’ve never been happier with the change. Currently taking a black and white a black and white analog class. Using a Canon EOS 3. It weighs like 20lbs and is basically a giant brick.
I feel like its so hard for me to find someone to love. I'm losing hope. I want someone who will accept me for my flaws and my quirks alike. I want someone who'll be there for me at my lowest point. I want someone who'll be there for me always. I've saved myself for the right person to take my purity away from me....
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I don't think I've ever had a shittier internet service provider. I've called Comcast about 7 times, and have been hung up on. I fucking hate Comcast. They have shitty service and they have shitty quality everything.
Well, this is the third installment of why I'm still emotionally devastated by the the I'm in love with. I don't know, life currently seems bleak. I don't really feel like doing anything. I just kind of want to keep to myself. It destroyed me the way I found out she has a boyfriend. It destroys me even more that she doesn't think I'm good...
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Well it's been a few days since my last rant. I think I'm okay with her decision now. If I'm not going to be her number 1 choice why settle for number 2? I'm not going to, I just have to keep living my life the way I know how. Large amounts of alcohol on the weekend, followed by large amounts of exercise during the...
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I don't know, it just sucks. Thinking someone loves you the same way you love them and finding out through instagram that they're with someone. Making it seem like you're the asshole for calling them out on their bullshit. It hurts. Every second of my days hurt. I don't feel like doing anything. I don't want yo get up, I just want to lay motionless...
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This past weekend, the girl I'm in love with is with some guy. You know, I was okay with it when I was home in May. I only asked that she tell me. Instead I find out through social media. In a fit of drunken rage I post some stuff on social media myself, because I'm just emotionally destroyed. Keep in mind I still love...
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capitu:
Hey man, theres nothing wrong with you. Theres something rly worng with people, Im not 20 years like you, Im older and in my whole life I've felt unwanted too but not becouse theres something wrong with me, becouse people simply dont care about other people anymore, they are senfish and mean just becouse. I wont give you advices or call your loves bicth but Im gonna tell you one thing: start to love yourself and things gonna get better, trust me. ^.~
trogdor714:
Thank you. I actually needed that!