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well, i've gotten past asking to be shot, i guess.

not that anything is much better. still super unhappy with myself - but found (again) today how good the people around me can be.

that includes you folks, too. thanks for the kind words earlier. smile

we'll see if i can pull my life together now... blackeyed

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therevolutionary:
besidesd it took mr along time o put the money together to get the things i wanted. sorry for the typos.
magenta:
heya! you were waiting for my set to go up? eeeeeee! blush thanks for the comment on it biggrin and im in your faves ! yey kiss
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i'm really not happy with myself. please shoot me. in the head, so it's over quickly.

i don't think i really deserve to keep living, the way i've been going.

hopefully i'll find the other side sometime.
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trixel:
No shooting. Sounds like you need a pilgrimage to someplace where you a) feel alive and b) contemplate you for a bit.
dookiejones:
WHAT THE FUCK?!

Not you....of all people, not you.

Gah....you're too good a person and friend to be hatin like this.

Don't hate....love. It's all about the love.

Go hang out with 303...you two are my only friends in Chicago and I want you two to hang out and have 303/Trocc offspring that'll be really foxy and can quote WuTang. And I'll be Uncle Dook...and I take them for the weekends when you guys need alone time. Except I'll be like John Candy in Uncle Buck and I wont know how to take care of them and all kinds of hijinx will ensue. And we wont get shit straight untill you guys walk through the door....yeah, that's right.

Oh, the good life.
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nerdboy2345:
going to team sleep tonight? someone was supposed to get some tickets for em and my friend. never happened so i sit at home
sturanium_235:
never heard isa. i'll give it a spin. these entries of yours are always fascinating from all angles, brudda. stay gold.
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nerdboy2345:
it is somewhat zen. very relaxing. the ride mellows you out, the hum of the engine is somewhat trancing, combined with the ever long road.
apexxx:
cool man! i just got my tix yesterday and was suprised it wasnt sold out by now. see ya around
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feels like something's always chasing me... i have a good run, and it falls behind for awhile. but slow down, and i can feel its footsteps in the back of my head - hear it breathing.

i don't know what to call it, but i worry that something will slip and it will overtake me. it occurs to me that this is an odd situation...
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nemesis:
I love zombie-apocalypse movies. Sometimes it feels like thats bound to happen for real. Like in the winter here, for instance. When there are no people outside at ALL in the evenings, and you walk all alone you can just picture how all of a sudden a wall of slowly lumbering zombies appear at the end of the deserted street.
When I visit Stockholm it feels like everyone is zombified allready. Its just that they're fastpaced zombies. that don't eat people. Okay.. maybe they're more like robots than zombies..

That feeling of being chased.. is it something good or something bad chasing you?
thurmis:
you only feel like something is chasing you because you used to live on the southside wink

but seriously, i understand what you are talkin about. except what i feel like chasing me is time. run, rabit run...
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thurmis:
serenity now! mad biggrin
lizfitts:
Ha ha......serenity now ^ ^ ^ insanity later! wink

You missed one fireworks spectacular, man........it's given me hallucinatory material for weeks, for sure!

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nemesis:
I always do that, rent 1000 movies and then never get to watch them all.

haha, I just got to know that the resturants around the ruin, (which lies in the middle of town at a large square) had called the police when we played, complaining about the music. HAHAHAHA fuck them in their stupid faces! Its not like our music was any LOUDER than any of the shit thats usually played there. its just that its... harder and sadder and angrier and more IN YOUR FACE. man i HATE tourists. Its like they think that the people who actually live in the city are hired citizens who are there to please them and be friendly all summer. mad mad
girl303:
u alive over there???? biggrin
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therevolutionary:
I came here just for that!
juxtapose:
I'm dancin like a monkey!
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ninjaprodigy:
Hey, thanks.
Yeah, hopefully I don't have to hang out outside...it's like one giant sauna out there
plaxico80:
Hey Trocc, thanks for the birthday wishes and I got a Cure boot called "What Happened Behind The Door" that is pretty stupdendous. Contact me if you want a copy!
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well, it's about fucking time for an update, i guess... not that this week has had much to report, other than the Pistons waking up and winning a couple games. (SHEEEEEEED!)

work and weird fatigue have still consumed me for the most part, but i am hoping to shake it off and enjoy a good weekend here - the weather has cooled down and i...
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akirali:
yeah, if Horry and Reggie Miller ever got together, that team would never lose, and always win in the last 10 seconds of every game. It's a great series, but I just hate Larry Brown with an (admittedly) irrational passion. Last year I actually wanted the earth to open up under the court and swallow him, kobe, and bill walton *Sideshow Bob shudder*
elora1:
YAY! rock pistons!!!!!!
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it's still hot. hot enough to have a nice cold beer be warm before i'm finished with it. and that's usually difficult to do, the way i knock them back.

that was the only real bummer about the show last night, was the oppressive heat. the girl and i met up with girl303 at the Bottle and managed to work ourselves into one of the...
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arch_stanton:
You really need to get the Run To Be Born record by Walking Concert, sure Walter seems to have mellowed with age, but the magic of rival schools is there, maybe with a bit of the who thrown into the mix.
You tell me.
Also, they did play one of my favourite Who songs, A Quick One While He's Away from A Quick One which also appears on The Kids Are Alright film in a clip taken from The Rolling Stones Rock and Roll Circus. biggrin
Booze is making me ramble/jabber smile
My girlfriend got to see Team Sleep this week without me. frown She said they were fantastic, I couldn't make it, but am glad she did.So thanks for steering us in to their path.
littlebandit:
go deee-troit!
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therevolutionary:
awesome!!! And i agree with you on Tirico and Tom Tolbert. I didnt like Tolbert at first but after i kept watching him, i started enjoying his commentary. Awesome awesome awesome.

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youre very cool biggrin

kade:
Yes! Ice cube is sweet shit. (except the XXX movie version of him.)