I started Chemotherapy on Jan. 31st, something that most people hear and immediately their demeanour changes, they treat me as breakable, fragile, damaged and doomed.
Im absolutely fucking LUCKY though, I got to this at stage 1A and it seems it was Extranodal so likely caused by the biologics they pumped into me starting in 2016 to treat Crohns disease.
I am going to be cured. I am going to choose where I put my time and energy, I am going to be ok.
At least once I grow my hair back and dont look like a shvantz with ears...
Im dreading the hair loss thats starting 9 days into treatment, but I only have 4 more rounds hopefully.
Pray for my phallic looking soul.
