i really should update.
my hours were cut in half about a week ago due to these bad financial times. they assume that this is only temporary for two months. meaning, in may i should start working full time commuting again. i'm worried that they are tanking since they are such a small company, but i hope everything is jump-started by this stressful situation and...
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my hours were cut in half about a week ago due to these bad financial times. they assume that this is only temporary for two months. meaning, in may i should start working full time commuting again. i'm worried that they are tanking since they are such a small company, but i hope everything is jump-started by this stressful situation and...
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so, it's been a million years since i've spent any time other than a brief moment on SG. i guess it's because i'm living with my bf now.
anyway, i guess i'm just giving a brief update that i'm alive and happy. i have more friends down here than before, but i still wish i got to see my hometown friends more often. it's been...
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anyway, i guess i'm just giving a brief update that i'm alive and happy. i have more friends down here than before, but i still wish i got to see my hometown friends more often. it's been...
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mocha:
holy shit, what a good fucking song.
jena:
A book about top 10's (although I'm sure one exists, if not ten!) is an awesome idea! Thanks! I'm glad you like them. Maybe I should do a little fanzine of them...hmmm!
you silly people! giving into my whines and trying to bring positivity to my silly brain! sometimes i just get retarded with emotion and it makes for stupid blogs that don't reflect reality. that would be what the depressed, whiny, childish birthdayblog was.
anyway, it's nice to know you people can counteract my forces of evil thoughts by having so many good ones in response!...
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anyway, it's nice to know you people can counteract my forces of evil thoughts by having so many good ones in response!...
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brightredscream:
Here's hoping that you can make new friends soon ♥
jena:
Thank you!
Cyndi is still amazing...I saw her live recently and couldn't believe her energy.
Cyndi is still amazing...I saw her live recently and couldn't believe her energy.
i had an up and down birthday.
i am having issues with my boring life..... it makes me melodramatic... which is heightened by the emotionalism of my birth - which happens EVERY year.
i HATE my birthday. i love celebrating other's births! but my own - it's a downer! somehow it always manages to prove to me how unimportant i am to others who are...
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i am having issues with my boring life..... it makes me melodramatic... which is heightened by the emotionalism of my birth - which happens EVERY year.
i HATE my birthday. i love celebrating other's births! but my own - it's a downer! somehow it always manages to prove to me how unimportant i am to others who are...
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brightredscream:
I feel the same way about my own birthday....so I get what you're saying.
jena:
My sister is the same way about her birthday, don't feel too bad.
Did you say last time that you were having trouble making friends? How's Olympia?
Did you say last time that you were having trouble making friends? How's Olympia?
so i'm still having a hard time getting out and about. haven't really met anyone new, but at least yesterday i made an effort to stay out of the house all day with my bf. we went to a harvest festival, to hang out with some of his friends, then to chuck-e-cheese for pizza, beer and arcade games. it was silly. i suck at almost...
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emptyurana:
well happy birthday! 
good thing i saw the little balloon or i would of missed it!!!!!!
good thing i saw the little balloon or i would of missed it!!!!!!
jena:
Happy happy!
Happy happy!
padre:
That's so odd...
majorboredom:
Trippy... if only i were tuning.
did you get Acid Tongue?
did you get Acid Tongue?
so i'm all moved in and shit is good.
i start working from home tomorrow . . . although, they still want me to commute one day a week. oh well. that day will just suck . . .
i'm kinda bored around here when my other half isn't around. i don't have my own friends yet, just his. i guess i'll need to get...
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i start working from home tomorrow . . . although, they still want me to commute one day a week. oh well. that day will just suck . . .
i'm kinda bored around here when my other half isn't around. i don't have my own friends yet, just his. i guess i'll need to get...
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padre:
I hope that you do go out. Cuz having only the S.O.'s friends is really the worst thing you could do in the friends category
brightredscream:
I really hope that you meet your own people...having only the other's friends - not so good.
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jena:
Aww, that was so perfect!
You look like Fiona Apple here.
You look like Fiona Apple here.
coleen:
Yay purdiness!!!
Yay paying job!!!
Yay paying job!!!
got a haircut and re-perm on tuesday. i like it much better. maybe i'll post pics eventually.
move in day was today.
verdict: it was successful.
i can't wait to live down there fulltime, instead of going back and fourth.
bumbershoot this weekend.
move in day was today.
verdict: it was successful.
i can't wait to live down there fulltime, instead of going back and fourth.
bumbershoot this weekend.
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voodoun:
How was Bumbershoot and your weekend in general?
coleen:
Yes peekshures would be grand!
Ugh, I bet you're glad to be over and done with moving. That's one of the biggest hassles in life, haha.
Ugh, I bet you're glad to be over and done with moving. That's one of the biggest hassles in life, haha.
sooooooooo. there is a ridiculous amount of positivity right now in my life. it doesn't make sense . . . i'm at a turning point . . . everything is supposed to be hard!
anyway, we got the apartment last monday. it was a big relief. i'm really excited to move in. i've lived in the same house with my family as long as i...
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anyway, we got the apartment last monday. it was a big relief. i'm really excited to move in. i've lived in the same house with my family as long as i...
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jena:
That's all wonderful news! Lucky, lucky lady.
coleen:
Enjoy it!!! You never know how long the awesomeness will last!
I'm glad things are going really well, huzzah!
I'm glad things are going really well, huzzah!
on tuesday, i put down a deposit on an apartment in olympia with my bf. we are waiting to hear back about our applications/background checks and on monday we'll know if that's our new apartment or if we have to do another search. it's pretty exciting. the place is up the hill from a lake and there's a trail through the woods right behind it....
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jena:
I always wanted to visit Olympia. I have friends there but have never made it out...so I swoon for you.
coleen:
I'm a little bit jealous that you live in the Pacific Northwest
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billy_brown:
if thats the case, then global warming gets the shit dick
brightredscream:
Awwww R.I.P 
You can likely get your student loans deferred for a few months. I had to do that when I left my job about a year after finishing college. Of course, that was over 10 years ago, so things may have changed. But, I suspect they'll still let you do a one-time temporary deferment due to financial difficulty. That's better for them than you defaulting.
Are you feeling like you can't talk to your guy about your feelings of attraction toward women? Hopefully he would understand that the way you feel isn't something you can control. Maybe if you emphasize how much you care about him and how important he is to you, he wouldn't feel as threatened. Does he know that you have some feelings of attraction to women, but not that they are stronger than your feelings toward men? Or does he have no idea?
I hope things get easier for you.
Take care,
Avalo