only time they really cared is when they thought i was hurting myself. they didn't want to look bad they wanted to have everyone believe everything was so happ and we all loved one another. god forbid if we had issues like everyone else. oh and dad hates the fact the my brother and i are not like everyone else. oh no what is everyone...
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nyhcx516:
lose self control... yea, i broke the fuck outta my booze bottles yesterday. :-/
grrlhavoc:
it gets better once u leave them behind....
my name is trinity and i need a new life.. you call me by anthing else and you will see heads rolling lol.. friendly reminder i am trinity and i want your soul, don't ever forget that, i am trin your goddess. i am not known to you by anything else. and never will be
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so this lil boy, he had to be like 7, comes through my line at work tonight with his dad. he tells me that his mom talked to me outside work one night, i just looked at him and my manager starts laughing at me. he tells me i had purple hair and i was talking to a boy. i begin questioning him. his dad...
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tatum:
Wow I think you are one of the few people on here with exactly the same taste in music as me!! Just thought I'd share that 

so there i was driving to work.. as i come to this trash can, i am staring at it just looking at it just thinking what if i just drove and hit that and go flying into the trees would i die instantly? or would i suffer.. probally suffer with my luck and probally live and deal with it.. its not like i want to...
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nyhcx516:
hey sweety. did ya tell morgan i said hello? you better have. and you can pass my phone # along too....
and whats this about being pinned against the wall. i hop i get that same kinda treatment......
later sweety
*hugs*

later sweety
*hugs*
edea:
sorry I got cut off with ya yesterday, my shitty computer fucked up!


mike is sleeping in my living room right now and its 2:02am and i am kinda tired i have to go shopping tomorrow woohoo blah
hopefully if all works out iw ill be down in ny for v-day weekend.. onethirdpassion and i. all i gotta do is fgure out how i can not be home for two weekends in a row without mom bitching and...
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edea:
scratching my mudvayne cd would have to result in DEATH!!!!
i write in here like its my damn drug.. its like i have to or my day is not complete until i bitch about stupid shit in here or just say stupidness... seriously i write in it a couple times a day .. ah well.. woohoo for pms.. and it doesn't make it any better when i have to tear apart my room to find...
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kinnie:
yeah, hopefully the chinatown bus will work out... I really wanna go to NY too! Ugh, Boston is FREEZING right now. I can't even stand going outside, unless I'm swathed in fleece.

wendy1:
best. sweatshirt. ever. I'll pay you 30 dollars for one
okay so my friends think i am crazy b/c i am all serious about moving to ny. fuck em. i need to get out of here maybe by next year i will be out of here. hopefully..
so this kid at work liks my friend and is having me do all the dirty work and ahhh i hate it.. why can't ppl be all like...
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so this kid at work liks my friend and is having me do all the dirty work and ahhh i hate it.. why can't ppl be all like...
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trinityy:
yeah i am awake and sick getting ready for work woohoo haha have fun! i'll be in the fucking cooler at work freezing my tits off .... blah
edea:
that's what jeremy does all day, freeze his nuts off outside and in a cooler! 

its fucking cold in my room its basically the same degrees as it is outside, yeah i got fucked with rooms in this damn place.
so i was talking to neil tonight and he was gonna call and interrupt me when iw as out to eat wth some friends and i was looking forward to the call but when i got their and turned my...
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so i was talking to neil tonight and he was gonna call and interrupt me when iw as out to eat wth some friends and i was looking forward to the call but when i got their and turned my...
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edea:
Just thought I'd stop in to give every girl in here a big
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neil can have one too, but yours is goin on the cheek...sorry

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neil can have one too, but yours is goin on the cheek...sorry

gstrife:
great remedy! i'm off to go give it a try now, thanks a ton! 

finally out of work woohoo. i tried going home early but why would they want me to go home to get some rest when they can make me suffer? i am getting pains everywhere in my body and extremly light headed. probally lack of sleep and food.. work is finally giving me more hours which makes me happy b/c that means i can get my...
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well i am extremly sick right now but i am gonna get my ass to work before i am late. ugh this sucks.