trinityy

i write in here like its my damn drug.. its like i have to or my day is not complete until i bitch about stupid shit in here or just say stupidness... seriously i write in it a couple times a day .. ah well.. woohoo for pms.. and it doesn't make it any better when i have to tear apart my room to find any kind of pills for me. but i found a bunch of pills so its all good. then i slept.. my brother made me some veggie meat beef and put it in a wrap and shit it was so sweet. it was touching seen as how i bitched him out last night for talking shit about me and i warned him to walk away before i beat the shit out of him. he left with his friend and didn't come back home til today after work and was nicer to me. i have been so senstive lately, and emotional.
i lost my cell phone in my room today before i left with my brother i had him looking for it b/c he was in there when i hadit and he has a better memory then me.. come to find out when i ended my convo wth neil i puit my phone down by my fett?!? and iguess i kicked it off my bed and it ended up under my bed which is wierd i do remember hearing something fall and as i was looking i told my brother rto forget about it b/c i didn't care what it was.. yeah so that was a kick in the face.okay ia m talking abouts tupid nonsesne and typing stupidly. damn me..

hallux- hun you shoudl give me a call or something so i can talk to you about when you come to boston, so i can get shit planned and what not..

neil i will talk to you whenever you get home form work b/c i am gonna be getting out at 10pm so yeah just call me and i am repeating myself woohoo haha =)

okay so i wanna go to ny for valentines day and shit but yeah um money is a isse fucking money alwas has to be a issue and the whole mom thing ugh fucking over protective lil bitch fuck her i will just go she can't make me stay home. she tried that once before and i took off and she couldn't do anythinga nd hse knew it. so i'll just tell her... the whole wher ei am gonna stay.. umm mom i am staying at this persons house.. maybe if she trusted me a lil better we would get along... ahh i dunno someone just kidnap me plssssssss

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