so tonight i get home from work and i was joking around with mom about her knee and i accidently hit her knee and yeah she was in pain IT WAS AN ACCIDENT 
its like sheer ice outside grr i had to fight with my cr door when igot out of work to open it..
i should call my sister sometime next week and tell...
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i just tried sleeping and it didn't work. i can feel my body relaxing but my head is going in overdrive...
so i hung out with my brother tonight for god knows how long that was an adventure in a half but it was fun. we went to so many places. we went to michaels craft store, then to target, then to some store in...
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so i hung out with my brother tonight for god knows how long that was an adventure in a half but it was fun. we went to so many places. we went to michaels craft store, then to target, then to some store in...
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disgorge:
Glad you made it home alright.
You're always great fun to hang with Tif.
You're always great fun to hang with Tif.
freyja__:
sweetness.
thanks. :>
i feel for you having to take care of your mother.
i'm wishing you tons of strength and patience!
xo
thanks. :>
i feel for you having to take care of your mother.
i'm wishing you tons of strength and patience!
xo
how come i can never seem to give up i just keep fighting. its never gonna go away. it haunts me when i least expect it and then it brings up so much more pain. i don't know what to do. i have the urge to just pick up and leave. what is stopping me? besides the fact i have no place to go. i...
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broken_reality:
God I'm so totally with ya on that....I need to find my soulmate. She's awesome. We are two halves of one whole. But I don't know where she is. Keep fighting, don't give in. Well unless you want to go on a killing spree with me. 
freyja__:
there is so much pain involved in growing
shedding skins and stretching feelings
struggling to find the right fit
you're still so young
always take the time out to really listen to yourself
be good to yourself
you. are. love.
xoxo
shedding skins and stretching feelings
struggling to find the right fit
you're still so young
always take the time out to really listen to yourself
be good to yourself
you. are. love.
xoxo
GRRR 
i just tried again and it cut off basically the whole thing ugh who do i talk to about this.. is it just me? SuperScott- haha you read what i posted before i got pissed at this journal.. here it is again so ppl don't think u r looney.. so i was on the T last night goin from braintree into harvard sq, &...
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i just tried again and it cut off basically the whole thing ugh who do i talk to about this.. is it just me? SuperScott- haha you read what i posted before i got pissed at this journal.. here it is again so ppl don't think u r looney.. so i was on the T last night goin from braintree into harvard sq, &... Read More
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roamingaround:
You took the high road. I would have made a comment about their brain piercings.
johnnysuicide:
yeah people suck....i get ridculed my self on style as well but fucken there just jelaus becoues they dont have the ballls enuf to do it them selfs
... i tried posting a new entry and it was screwing up somehow i dunno i tried twice this is my third time.. blah who know si am half awake so i don't want to do any thinking
PEACE LOVE and HAPPINESS
love you all...
love
trinity
i give up i am just gonna go clean and watch movies b/c its fucking raining
PEACE LOVE and HAPPINESS
love you all...
love
trinity
i give up i am just gonna go clean and watch movies b/c its fucking raining
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freyja__:
love to you, girlie!
xoxoxox
xoxoxox
pip:
It's snowing now. 
peace and love
peace and love
Forgive Me Father For I Have Sinned.... Forgive Me Mother For I Have Sinned...
I never thought I would see this day. I always remember shit would be okay. I was wrong. Why is it theirs so much hate for the ones who are not all alike? Never realizing i have no support hurt. I spent nights crying myself to sleep b/c of you. I...
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I never thought I would see this day. I always remember shit would be okay. I was wrong. Why is it theirs so much hate for the ones who are not all alike? Never realizing i have no support hurt. I spent nights crying myself to sleep b/c of you. I...
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freyja__:
love and light.
xo
xo
kinnie:
Hey hon... I'm terribly sorry that all that is going on with your mum. Just know that there are so many people out here that DO accept and love you! But I know it can be hard when that one person you need just can't... If you ever need to talk, you can catch me on AIM. I'm here for you! 
so i woke up today and i am wicked sick i am dead to the world i just wanna lay in bed and wath movies and sleep, cuddle.. blah.. i am supppose to go to umass dartmouth tonight to visit mike and drink but i might just go and sleepin his bed. maybe he will then stop saying i didn't visit him all semister.
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tattoosnscrews:
trin i need to talk to you on the phone soon .. i just hit rock bottom and im really scared
freyja__:
have faith.
it will all work out.
where there's a will, there's a way.
*hugs* andes!
it will all work out.
where there's a will, there's a way.
*hugs* and
es!okay so i had a big entry but i deleted it b/c i am sick of everything.
i am sick of the way i feel and have felt. i am sick of how ppl act. i am sick of this world being so money hungry.
i hate distance and i hate being here and not there.
i feared this week of losing her. i fear...
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i am sick of the way i feel and have felt. i am sick of how ppl act. i am sick of this world being so money hungry.
i hate distance and i hate being here and not there.
i feared this week of losing her. i fear...
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freyja__:
horray for feeling better.
deeeeep breaths.
remember: when you're sick of everything..
the only thing you can change about this world is yourself
how you handle and react to things.
people will be retarded forever
you just have to learn to take it with a spoonful of sugar.
deeeeep breaths.
remember: when you're sick of everything..
the only thing you can change about this world is yourself
how you handle and react to things.
people will be retarded forever
you just have to learn to take it with a spoonful of sugar.
broken_reality:
I've felt that way for months now. Got a little better after talking with an old friend but then rite back to suicidal/homicidal feelings/urges. Like I don't give a fuck about anything. Want to snap and go on a murder spree. The meds I take keep me barely sane. Just want to sleep forever....
~~~okay so its been awhile since i have really said anythig or done anything. i didn't sleep for two days i cried off and one for hours upon hours. i felt/feel worthless, and so shitty about myself. i hate/d myself. it has been so long since i have been in this situation it hit me hard, so unexpectedly.
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scarlett:
Aw good luck, things can only get better from here *hug*
freyja__:
oh yea?
what brings you to NYC?
hmm?
xoxo
what brings you to NYC?
hmm?
xoxo
i have no emotions i have shut them off. i try and find them but they don't seem to want to be found.
i got home from boston at about 2:30ish and i went driving around in my car i didn't want to come home i just wanted to stay aay form my house as far as possible. now i am sitting here trying to...
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i got home from boston at about 2:30ish and i went driving around in my car i didn't want to come home i just wanted to stay aay form my house as far as possible. now i am sitting here trying to...
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leavemehere:
im jealous
you met some sg's that id like to meet
ive only met one
lucky you
you rock with your factory 81
ciao
lmh
you met some sg's that id like to meet
ive only met one
lucky you
you rock with your factory 81
ciao
lmh
edea:
hey babe~
sorry about last night on AIM as you know i was having comp problemsGrrrrrr...
well i hope you are feeling better
i got my pics back today so i should be sending to you soon!!!
love you lots!!
love me
sorry about last night on AIM as you know i was having comp problems
Grrrrrr...
well i hope you are feeling better
i got my pics back today so i should be sending to you soon!!!
love you lots!!
love me