trilobyte

I try not to let the site/group bs get to me one bit, but I can't help it. I was friends with a good half the people in SGLA (most of the active members), and planned/organized more events (public and private) than anyone in the time that I was there. I enjoy doing that stuff, it's a lot of fun.

For those not in SGLA, I was kicked from that group back on November 2. I didn't break any of either the site's or the group's posted rules. Though Maxx (the group moderator) has never written/replied with any kind of explanation, I assume that I was given the boot for posting a comment that upset the moderator or made him look bad.

My being booted boils down to one of two things. Either A) I was booted for a fucked reason, but nobody gives enough of a damn about me to say something about it, or B) despite what people have said to me face to face, on the phone, in IM, or in email they think I did something wrong, and therefore I should actually be out of the group.

I'm fairly certain it's not B, which leaves me with A. And it's a shitty realization that I matter so little to people that have mattered to me. To those few friends of mine in the SGLA group who've spoken up about it and asked for an explanation, thanks for your support.

I think I'm done with the site. I'm not going to go anon. There are some individuals here outside SGLA that I've become friends with that I talk to through journals, and going anon makes that impossible. But I think my days of being a highly active and positive member of the site have come to an end, at least for now. I hope to see some of you around.

odi omnes