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I love how rain smells in the spring.

Not just how rain smells, though. Rain in Seattle doesn't usually have a smell, but today it smelled like spring. It smells like...being a kid. Thunderstorms. I miss thunderstorms and lightning bugs and tornado season.

Not a lot, and not all the time, but I do miss them. I have to get back to Tennessee this summer....
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I hate those days when you come home from work and don't even bother changing out of work clothes before you go to bed, and you have to be back at work when you wake up.

I'm inching ever closer to figuring out what I'm going to do about my work situation. I think a long vacation is in there somewhere.

Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable, or was I miserable because I listened to pop music?

Those of you who know me well may be aware that I listen to some pretty sappy music nowadays. Those of you who are regular readers may know that I have been slightly heartbroken as of late. I think I'm over it, if only for...
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I'll get the fuck over it eventually but it still kind of hurts and I'm irritated.

The smallness of my social circle has become blindingly obvious to me lately. I need more friends that I hang out with regularly.

I'm frustrated, but I feel like I have spoken my mind, which is something I usually avoid. That much I am proud of.

It annoys me that I sometimes don't think of what I mean to say until well after the fact.

Thanks to all you guys for being supportive.

I talked with Sydni on the phone for two hours last night.

(for those of you that are just joining the program, she and I used to date and I haven't talked to her for about a year and a half now.)

It was pretty liberating clearing the bad air between us. We're just different people and I accept that and there's no reason for...
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So...there was a girl, and now there isn't. It sucks a lot, and I really wish I could say that's my main problem, but the truth is it takes something like this for me to realize all the fucked up things I've been doing.

I need to find a new line of work. Something that allows for more freedom. I'd like to be able to...
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An otherwise fairly productive day with a rough start turned to complete shit over the course of about 3 hours.

I feel like shit and words don't mean very much right now.

Things shouldn't be so complicated.

Fuck.

I'm still alive.

I've just been sort of busy lately.

Hood River, Oregon is both very pretty and very boring.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I like this one a lot.




(by "this one", I mean a girl.)

So I guess I could tell you about my exciting night, seeing as how I'm holed up in a hotel room in San Jose with shit else to do. Well, actually I was going to go to a Matt Skiba show, but I decided instead to eat a box of Quorn fungus nuggets and drink E&J with pepsi.

So! After loading up on PBR at...
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