Time for a new new new new new NEW plan...
Aaaaaaand it's time for me to write another boring blog about my brain that no one will comment on....
A lot went on this weekend that I hope I'll get around to writing about eventually. I spent most of the day Sunday with my dad in the emergency room, which was a total blast *eye...
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Aaaaaaand it's time for me to write another boring blog about my brain that no one will comment on....
A lot went on this weekend that I hope I'll get around to writing about eventually. I spent most of the day Sunday with my dad in the emergency room, which was a total blast *eye...
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lazaruscries:
Oh come on you posted boobs, you will get tons of comments. And and oatlmeal sofa sounds deliciously comfortable.
thedarkness:
We give a shit girl.
Mad world...
Fukkkkkk.....
So 5 1/2 weeks of ZERO meds is catching up to me... Big time. All chemicals are out of my blood stream, which you'd think would be relieving!... And it was for a bit! (and by bit I mean like... up until yesterday) But.... I feel like the clock is ticking down to my self-destruction and no matter how much I fumble...
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Fukkkkkk.....
So 5 1/2 weeks of ZERO meds is catching up to me... Big time. All chemicals are out of my blood stream, which you'd think would be relieving!... And it was for a bit! (and by bit I mean like... up until yesterday) But.... I feel like the clock is ticking down to my self-destruction and no matter how much I fumble...
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kas:
hope you feel better soon! 
shelbs22:
Trekka...I found a book you might be interested in. It is called "Healing Depression and Anxiiety" I know the title is sooo bland and common, but it has some stuff in it that you were mentioning in your blog. It is all about brain scans and which meds help the part of the brain that is causing the emotional issue..It is by Daniel G. Amen who is one of the pioneers in brain scans for mental disorders. You have probably come accross him in your research but just in case you haven't, I thought I would mention it. By the way how was your appt. on Monday with your doc?? How are you doing?? I hope well 
You have my healing thoughts with you Bye
You have my healing thoughts with you Bye 2011 keeps bringing changes...
Yes, indeed I changed my name. There are a million and one reasons why I wanted -nay- NEEDED to get rid of my deliciously peachy name.... My main reason is that I have evolved quite a bit since that name what chosen and I'm at a different place. I needed to reinvent!
The song I named myself for means a lot...
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Yes, indeed I changed my name. There are a million and one reasons why I wanted -nay- NEEDED to get rid of my deliciously peachy name.... My main reason is that I have evolved quite a bit since that name what chosen and I'm at a different place. I needed to reinvent!
The song I named myself for means a lot...
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barekroell:
O my...! 
"New name same IBT's" well yes, but you sure know how to constantly stage them a new!
You're a born entertainer. ...and you do entertain so good
"New name same IBT's" well yes, but you sure know how to constantly stage them a new!
You're a born entertainer. ...and you do entertain so good
zenexistence:
TrekkaBObekka, goseeBlackSwanrightnow!GOGOGO!
Resolutions for 2011...?
There are definitely a fuck ton of things about my life that I need to get in order this year. Which is the most important, you ask???????
#1. Back to My 2 "B"s: Belly dancing and Burlesque
This video is a perfect example of what got me inspired to do belly dancing. Around 2 minutes is when it really picks up! But,...
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There are definitely a fuck ton of things about my life that I need to get in order this year. Which is the most important, you ask???????
#1. Back to My 2 "B"s: Belly dancing and Burlesque
This video is a perfect example of what got me inspired to do belly dancing. Around 2 minutes is when it really picks up! But,...
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madeincanada:
what does it mean???
pyromethious:
formerly known as now trying to confuse us ;-)
The obsession has been reignited!!!
Back in March, me and Beastwars went to Lake Tahoe to see Les Claypool's Fancy Band play at Mont Blu. We were so so so excited to see Les because, well, I had seen him a year prior and he absolutely blew my mind! And Meg had never seen him and his Fancy Band play live, but she was crazy...
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Back in March, me and Beastwars went to Lake Tahoe to see Les Claypool's Fancy Band play at Mont Blu. We were so so so excited to see Les because, well, I had seen him a year prior and he absolutely blew my mind! And Meg had never seen him and his Fancy Band play live, but she was crazy...
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lazaruscries:
I am sorry, but that horse head scares me.
Beauty In The Breakdown...
This song represents my entire outlook
I have never really been a very closed up person. Ever. I've always been pretty open about my emotions and my feelings, maybe even sometimes too open. HAHA! But, I have never had a fear of expressing the way I feel about things, which is sort of a double sided lexicon at times. Because not...
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This song represents my entire outlook
I have never really been a very closed up person. Ever. I've always been pretty open about my emotions and my feelings, maybe even sometimes too open. HAHA! But, I have never had a fear of expressing the way I feel about things, which is sort of a double sided lexicon at times. Because not...
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madeincanada:
i know i should write more than this
but
gawd you look good braless.
also, i like your new profile-y pic!
but
gawd you look good braless.
also, i like your new profile-y pic!
merlowe:
Love the new profile pic..your eyes are so pretty.."swoon"
Happy New Year, chumps!
I kid,I kid... lol
But for real, I honestly can't believe that it's already 2011. I don't even know where 2010 went, for fuck sake! HAHA! It flew by quicker than any other year of my adult life despite all the bull shit I went through... Weird.
While some people are writing blog recapping their year and whatnot, I have alternatively...
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I kid,I kid... lol
But for real, I honestly can't believe that it's already 2011. I don't even know where 2010 went, for fuck sake! HAHA! It flew by quicker than any other year of my adult life despite all the bull shit I went through... Weird.
While some people are writing blog recapping their year and whatnot, I have alternatively...
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hiro:
good bloggin, 2010 sure did go by so quick too. I am glad to be in a new year, but man, that just means a full year to look forward to, hopefully no screw ups ahead!
dali:
Thanks for the love hun!
PS Dexter is the best!!!
PS Dexter is the best!!!
CHRISTMAS DANCE PARTYYYYYYYY!
Hollaaaaaaa! I know I posted the Target commercial of this song, but here's the full version. Me and B had a pretty epic dance party in out jammies yesterday morning with this song blasting. haha! We're nerds...
<<Warning! Incredibly long and sort of/completely sappy blog.>>
Christmas eve, we got up to find the sun shining and birds chirping. So, it was a...
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Hollaaaaaaa! I know I posted the Target commercial of this song, but here's the full version. Me and B had a pretty epic dance party in out jammies yesterday morning with this song blasting. haha! We're nerds...
<<Warning! Incredibly long and sort of/completely sappy blog.>>
Christmas eve, we got up to find the sun shining and birds chirping. So, it was a...
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barekroell:
Ahmmm.... I'm kinda impressed.
Tired but impressed I was reading it all. I so thought you were about IBT's only
Happy New Year Peeche, can't wait to see them blogs popping up.
Tired but impressed I was reading it all. I so thought you were about IBT's only
Happy New Year Peeche, can't wait to see them blogs popping up.
chrysis:
Jellyfish skirt jellyfish skirt jellyfish skirt jellyfish skirt!
Target has restored my love for Christmas music
Just as I'm starting to hate the holidays and totally lose interest in Christmas music, Target decides to blow my mind with the music in their commercials! Like, for real! Have you heard this shit?!
Toy Jackpot by Blackalicious (Ummmmmm best name ever?!?!)
Electronic Santa by Blazer Force
AMAZING MUCH?!?!?!
[[[Takes me back to my clubbin'...
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Just as I'm starting to hate the holidays and totally lose interest in Christmas music, Target decides to blow my mind with the music in their commercials! Like, for real! Have you heard this shit?!
Toy Jackpot by Blackalicious (Ummmmmm best name ever?!?!)
Electronic Santa by Blazer Force
AMAZING MUCH?!?!?!
[[[Takes me back to my clubbin'...
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hooeylewis:
Awesome pics.
chrysis:
Dude.
Thanks for the vag love.
Lmfao.
Thanks for the vag love.
Lmfao.
So last night around midnight I decided that I was gonna turn off all the lights in my apartment except the Christmas lights. It looked like a rainbow blew up in here! There were reds and greens and blues and yellows shining on the wall. I put on some Billie Holiday and closed my eyes and felt the music in my seemingly tie dyed living...
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mildots:
Billie Holiday is the sex! I dug the first episode of dexter.....now I need to find time to keep watching. 
pinkzoanthid:
i love dexter!!!!!! you should read the books if you like to read, soooooo good. season 4 is best.
