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Semi-Comfortably Numb


So, today I have about a million and one thoughts going through my mind today:
-I want more of my hair chopped off
-I miss the way the words "I love you" passed his lips
-I can't wait to start my new job(s)
-People who cry when they get their hair cut on tv REALLY bother me
-I need a vacation
-I miss my grandparents
-My new tattoo is dry and bugging me
-Mozart (my cat) is particularly annoying lately and yet I want a kitten
-Certain people who have moved to Sacramento recently ruin fun activities for me
-I can't wait for my belly dancing class on Wednesday
-Need something cute to wear to class
-I feel like I'm not getting enough sleep lately
-I need to download more Queen
-I want a pet rat and a pet toad
-Should I go to school to become a vet
-I just submitted an application to work at San Francisco's famous PRIDE parade and I hope I get picked for something fun.
-I want more piercings but I dunno what to get next
-I need to start painting again, but I don't have enough money to go buy some canvasses and paint
-I miss my sister but shes pregnant, married, raising a 4 year old, working full time, and going to school full time and I never get to see her.
-I miss one of my step brothers a lot but he's gone for a long time
-I genuinely don't care what happens to my other step brother when he goes to Afganistan (you signed up, you deserve whatever happens to you, brotha)
-I need more money
-I want a nap, but I have no time for such activities
-My cat won't stop pissing in my apartment and now it smells awful
-I need to shampoo my carpets
-I feel lucky to have made some new friends recently
-People are pushing religion on me lately and it's getting annoying
-I wanna go to the craft store and get a bunch of stuff
Blah blah blah blah blah....

All these things are on my mind and I don't even feel like doing anything to fix the things that are bothering me. I have zero motivation. I'm just .... numb

Zoe Jakes with Beats Antique, my inspiration for belly dancing!


I saw this while I was driving yesterday. Ummmm..... AWESOME MUCH?!?!


MoMo wants that feather.....


A painting I didn't do


Well, I should get on with my day...
I just need to remember that Objects in mirror are closer than they appear.


Peace out, home slices.
xoxo
P