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I'm watching Step Brothers while I write this so you may have to indulge in a couple random quotes. HAHA!

First! Supposedly, I'm getting my first set back from the wonderful Augenblicke this week, so hopefully it'll be up SOOOOOOOOOON! So anxious!!! lol So STAY TUNED

So, its like 4am. I just got back from taking my ex to work. We ate otter pops (I had orange, in case you were wondering) and sang TOOL on our drive this morning "Sing. To. The. Sound. Of. The. Death rattle... la la la la la la la laiiii, la la la la la la la laiiii!" He kissed me goodbye today. It was just a short little peck but I, personally, enjoyed it.

"I'm gonna fill a pillow case, with bars of soap, and beat you with it." HAHAHA!

So, I'm discovering that a lot of people think I'm being pathetic for "waiting" for my ex to come back around. I have several points on this matter. But let me first say, it honestly doesn't matter because none of you really know our whole situation and blah blah blah. Just because it's a lot of hairy details and frankly, that's just too much information for people to have. Nothing against any of you, a couple of you girls know what's up because we text and shit, but that's about it.

"Why are you so sweaty?" "I was watching COPS"

And now, Peachy's Top 5 (in descending order) Reasons Why I Should Wait For B:
#5 I am not limiting myself in anything crucial by not dating a bunch of chumps. Keep in mind, I am 24, I have been "dating" people now for a while now.
#4. I believe that true love is worth the wait and I believe we have that.
#3. I don't want to date anymore. I'm over it.
#2. I believe in soul mates and he and I have that electric energy and are drawn to each other, even when we don't want to be.
#1. In every possible category that is important to me, no one will ever be close to comparing to him.

The end.

Don't worry about me. I'd rather be crushed by this not working out down the road than waste my time with a bunch of ass holes. I'm solid. Moving on...

"It's like masturbating in a time machine..." Classic.

I did chores....

I had to clean my porch from having my 5 week tenant a month ago. There were cigarette butts and ash fucking everywhere and it made me want to vomit. Then I found this grodie ass spider!

Bleh! I let it live. I have a major OCD freak out thing about killing bugs. Plus, it's outside and shit. I named her (note egg sack thingy) Bea.
Then I wanted to draw on the ground....

A jelly!

Then I cleaned my room. Ch-che-che-check-check-check it out!

*sound of angels singing*

So "Holy Santa Clause shit!" coincidence I'm watching Step brothers because B and I found a pair of night vision goggles...



*wearing night vision goggles* "Can you imagine if we had these when we were 12?!" "Even better! We got 'em when we're 40!" PERFECT!!!!!

New set of baby ducks outside. I wanted to hold one, just one! But, of course, mama wouldn't allow it.




"Can we turn our beds into bunk beds?! It would give us so much extra space in our room to do activities!" LOL

So many of my vices in one picture....

weed, xanax, febreze, a spoon that had peanut butter on it (NOM NOM NOM) and my Optimus Prime Slurpee cup from 7-eleven.

Starbucks made me super happy and hyper yesterday. Mmmmmm


Yesterday's mid-day couch nap





OH!
I joined the gym yesterday (mother fucking FINALLY)! So my girl friend, who also happens to be the manager of my apartments and I are gonna work out today. I haven't worked out in MONTHS so this should be interesting. HAHA!
Goal: Drop 5 lbs of fat, gain about 10 in muscle.
I need to tone like woah.... shit's outta control.

Having lunch with my lovely mama today which I'm actually pretty excited about! I've been sick so I've been avoiding my mom. She's been wanting to come take care of me, but my mom has MS (Multiple Sclerosis). When she gets sick, she gets EXTRA sick and it brings out her other issues with that. Migraines, body aches, etc. She's one tough cookie though! She was diagnosed when she was 19 (almost 30 years ago now) and she has 7 lesions on her brain. Her doctor tells her she shouldn't be able to walk comfortably but she runs almost everyday. She's a role model to say the very least. But, I don't like putting her in any extra danger so now that I live on my own, when I'm sick I try to avoid her at all costs! She hates it, but her health is more important to me. I know there will be a day that she's in a wheal chair and I'm not trying to accelerate the process. So she's coming over today to play with her "grandcat" as she likes to call him (Mozart) and take me to lunch at Olive Garden cuz I'm craving bread sticks. lol
My mom when she was like 25 with me. I'm not being offensive, cuz it's ME, but I TOTALLY look like I have downs in this picture... HAHA!

<<RANDOM, but see that hideous basket with dry flower things in it? My mom's parents STILL have that and it is uglier than ever!>>

"Your voice is like a combination of Fergie and Jesus"

Well, I spose that's all I have to say today! The early morning ramblings of a goof ball....


"I love you. Stay golden, Pony Boy!"

Boredom activities:
My silly Twitter
Randomness on formspring
Wishes for when you feel like spending money
EDIT: Friday at 2pm, baby! Getting my half sleeve filled in!!!!

EDIT #2 (haha! number two!): Me and B are seeing Blood Into Wine slash Peachy orgasm fest tonight at 8!
MMMMMMMM Maynard and Milla and wine that I used to love. HEAVENNNNNNN!