travisl

What lies beneath the soul that weeps?

So i sit here and im wondeing who i am andwhat i want. I have feeling for these two girls and i cant get either of them out of my mind. And there is a problem with both of them that is keeping me from deciding who i want. One has a kid, which isnt a problem, im just not ready for that responsiblilty. The other has a boyfriend. He is an asshole and in my opinion doesnt treat her as she should be.
But then again im not surprised by this. I have always had this problem with girls. And most of it im sure is me not knowing who i am and what i want. I mean i know what i want most of the time and know where i generally want to end up. But i dont take the time to figure out who i am. I like to live day by day. I never know when ill be dead. Or when the world will end. But im getting tired of the random hook-ups and one night stands.
So should i figure out who i am? I think not. I think i know most of what i am and if the right person comes along there knowledge and experiences will complete my own as well as theres.
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