travisl

So i know it has been forever since i last wrote on here. Bad me.
I have been real busy with the whole getting home from iraq thing and moving to Florida. oh yeah im back in Florida!!!!!!!!!!!! It is good to be back you know. I missed it here. Now if only finding a job was as easy as the drive and stuff.
Btw...
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Phew.... The worst of it is behind me now. I just got home from Iraq and now all i have to do is set through briefings and demobilization stuff.
Im just glad to be back. You never realized what you miss until its gone and not around anymore. Be thankful for everything you have and cherish every moment of your life.

Confusion is in my mind. Maybe i think to much.... probably so. even thought i dont tend to be a thinker. Im smart, but i like to live life to the fullest so i jump into things. (Which by no means is LIVING life to its fullest, but it helps me experience things that i woulndt normally have seen or done) Like this move back...
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Fuck.
Im getting stressed out. Being over here in Iraq doesnt makes things easy for me back home. I have finally decided that im moving back to florida. Ill be in the st. pete area again so i can live close to my father, my sister, and my niece. It was not to difficult to make
The problem i am having is trying to figure...
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As this long journey comes to long close, the un-expected happens. I, the guy that couldnt be held down by one girl, might have finally found love. Funny how things work. You look for something and its not around. And then when you dont want anything to do with it anymore, here it comes.
This all started a few days ago when my ex-fiancee and...
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Lost another my other grandfather two days ago. I dont believe it. how do i lose to of my loved ones while im in iraq? it just doesnt seem fair. But i guess that is life. I will miss him and he has been such a help im my life. I love you papa.

What lies beneath the soul that weeps?

So i sit here and im wondeing who i am andwhat i want. I have feeling for these two girls and i cant get either of them out of my mind. And there is a problem with both of them that is keeping me from deciding who i want. One has a kid, which isnt a problem, im...
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So i have been wondering if i have what it takes to be a suicide boy. I dont want any bullshit answers, just straight truth. If anyone has any support/dissaproval i would love the insite Im very open minded and strong willed so dont worry about me throwing hate at anyone for what they say. I just honestly would like to know.
Thanks to anyone...
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So its been awhile since in have been on. Im missing home more than ever and its probably got something to do with there only being a little more time left here for me. The last leg of this journey is about to be over and its the hardest time. Time move slow and it seems as if it will never end. But each day...
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been thinking about buying a longboard when i get home... would be sweet to surf the streets.
and on the subject of going home... CANT FUCKING WAIT. Ive been in this shit hole place for about a year now and no matter how much i hate the idea of what our government does and some of the things that i do in the name of...
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Hey kid, rock and roll
Rock on, ooh, my soul
Hey kid, boogey too, did ya

Hey shout, summertime blues
Jump up and down in my blue suede shoes
Hey kid, rock and roll, rock on

And where do we go from here
Which is the way that's clear

Still looking for that blue jean, baby queen
Prettiest girl I ever seen
See her shake...
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At the starting of the week
At summit talks you'll hear them speak
It's only Monday
Negotiations breaking down
See those leaders start to frown
It's sword and gun day

Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
- six days, dj shadow

my montra of the day