trauma

Que chingados es esto?! (what the fuck is this?)

Something I dug up out of the archives....poems, songs, stories and crap:

"Malignant"

I see myself but it's not really me
All I see is the enemy inside me
How the fuck can this be?
How did I let it go this far?
All I really needed was just a bit of encouragement

I sleep in this dream, won't you please not wake me up

(chorus)
I can't take this
The lies and the trepidation
How much shit can I take from you?
I take it for malignant...

Fuck you, I don't need your sympathy
I feel so sick inside, I think I'm going to die
Can't see the changes inside, driving me mad
Thought you were the one,
But you wound up with some born-shit loser

Fuck you, this is aggressive...

(chorus)

I told you things needed to change

Next item...
"Wounded"

It breathes on me
The scent of your anynomity
Tearing me to pieces as you speak
What in the fuck have I done to you?
I can't even stand in the same room as you
Yet I bleed profusely from the scars

Am I tempting these cynical souls? I live for this

(chorus)
You wait for nothing
You reach for something
The one fucking element that will kill me
Has left me wounded in the moonlight

It brings me deeper down
Fuck this pain, I'll take it in just you watch
Wailing in pain, aching from the trauma
Let it be manifested into my skin, blood thickening
Searching for the door to make my escape
God please let me be, I'll pay for my mistakes

(chorus)

I'll pay for my mistakes
I'll pay for what I've done
I'll make amends for all the wrong I committed

Thanks for reading...

Pic of Day...

She is Wallace, she is cute, A smile that you cannot say no to.