This is my first post on this site, or anywhere for that matter, so forgive my ineptitude. Sometimes you just gotta let it roll. If you don't ever get your feet wet, you'll never know whether or not you enjoy the ocean. Feel free to comment.
Anyway, I suffer from Bi-polar disorder. Bi-polar I to be precise. My cycles are relatively predictable (at this point), and this is the worst of the year for me, which sucks because it is also my favorite time of the year. I love autumn, September is my birthday month and the change of the seasons amazes me. So much fun and beauty between summer and winter (Halloween anyone?). And yet, every year, this is one of the worst times for me as it is the median between mania (usually the summer) and depression (usually the winter). It's an oddball time when euphoria and despair can co-mingle in mere hours. It also happens towards the end of winter (February to March roughly), but this period seems to be worse.
And I am rambling. The point of my post was to connect with anyone out there who shares the same, or similar, status. I also suffer from anxiety and mild PTSD. I've been silent too long on here, and thought I might get to know others with similar "dysfunctions". Or people who are interested in knowing about such mental conditions. Because if you don't know, then you don't really know. And knowing is half the battle.
I guess my intention is mostly to put myself out there, share something about me the way others share themselves. For me, this site isn't just about ridiculously hot women showing off their bodies (don't get me wrong, I certainly enjoy the views). It's about a certain type of art, culture, beauty, appreciation, connection between people with similar thoughts. The more posts I read, the more I enjoy visiting here. There's something for everything, and pretty much no trolls. So refreshing!
Ok, I am still rambling. The writer in me has been silent for to long I suppose. A wee bit (🙄) of wine is probably not helping lol.
Well, welcome to my first post, feel free to share your stories or ask your questions, that's pretty much what I am looking for. Or any other comments. I am not thin-skinned. Speak your mind. I don't judge unless you are truly an asshole. In which case you will be judged harshly.
Hope you are all faring well in these troubled times, and thank you for letting me be a part of your community 😎
