trying to compile a list of what I'll be taking when I move tomorrow. Well, technically, monday, but gotta prepare it all for tomorrow. I'm not taking much because:
a)The Riverdale interlude will only last two months, then I'll be moving again.
b)I don't want to take too much that will disrupt H&M. S., I could care less how much it disrupts her, but I don't want to make things even harder for H&M.
c)Apparently, my mother has been stockpiling stuff, because, as usual, I seem to need to be taken care of. No, no, that's not it, she's just concerned. I just with this hadn't happened again...
Have had many talks with Julia, good and hard. I want so badly to look her in the eyes, and tell her how much I am in love with her. But, I can't, because I think that would be too hard for her to deal with, and at the same time, I really can't be any kind of anything to anyone right now. She's devoted to her girl...all I can do is wait, and wait, and wait...and if anything ever happens, be there. She just has to stop fascinating me!
Vazaleen was fun in a bunch of ways (good friends, casual smooching, booze and dancing), but I personally didn't much enjoy the band, Les Georges Leningrad, so we went out to smoke a joint. Then, the later night music got pretty bad.
I'm also getting a bit annoyed by the whole scene there. Can't even get the boys to look me in the eye!
a)The Riverdale interlude will only last two months, then I'll be moving again.
b)I don't want to take too much that will disrupt H&M. S., I could care less how much it disrupts her, but I don't want to make things even harder for H&M.
c)Apparently, my mother has been stockpiling stuff, because, as usual, I seem to need to be taken care of. No, no, that's not it, she's just concerned. I just with this hadn't happened again...
Have had many talks with Julia, good and hard. I want so badly to look her in the eyes, and tell her how much I am in love with her. But, I can't, because I think that would be too hard for her to deal with, and at the same time, I really can't be any kind of anything to anyone right now. She's devoted to her girl...all I can do is wait, and wait, and wait...and if anything ever happens, be there. She just has to stop fascinating me!
Vazaleen was fun in a bunch of ways (good friends, casual smooching, booze and dancing), but I personally didn't much enjoy the band, Les Georges Leningrad, so we went out to smoke a joint. Then, the later night music got pretty bad.
I'm also getting a bit annoyed by the whole scene there. Can't even get the boys to look me in the eye!
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Take care of yourself.