Wish I knew how to make that pic over there on the left not distorted...maybe someday I'll figure it out.
Gotta try and not screw up posting pics!
Anyone out there who is in Toronto should come to Canzine tomorrow at The Gladstone. Drop me a line, I'll give you details.
Ever been in a position to question 6 years of your life? With S., I just don't know where I stand anymore. I wonder if we'd have lasted 6 weeks had H not been conceived. She's broken this off, and now I just can't say anything right. I can't even apologize properly. I have no idea, it seems she attached this "trial" to our separation as a means of pacifying me, but as she just gets more and more mean, I don't know...
Come Nov 1, I'll be semi-squatting (oh, I'm just glamourizing it). For a month or so I get to stay in a friend's empty apartment. Yeeehaw. It'll be so minimal it'll be weird. And I'll have little to no night-time access! That is gonna kill.
But she'd better be prepared for me to be here every day. I can't no see H & M every day. As we work out the co-parenting, I'm sure there will be days I don't see them, that is S.'s right. But to not be sleeping in the room next door, to not be there when they wake up with nightmares...this hurts beyond belief. And because it was not my choice, even more so.
A unit better open up in this building soon...very soon...
At least J. says she'll come and visit at the empty apt. That will be very nice...
Gotta try and not screw up posting pics!
Anyone out there who is in Toronto should come to Canzine tomorrow at The Gladstone. Drop me a line, I'll give you details.
Ever been in a position to question 6 years of your life? With S., I just don't know where I stand anymore. I wonder if we'd have lasted 6 weeks had H not been conceived. She's broken this off, and now I just can't say anything right. I can't even apologize properly. I have no idea, it seems she attached this "trial" to our separation as a means of pacifying me, but as she just gets more and more mean, I don't know...
Come Nov 1, I'll be semi-squatting (oh, I'm just glamourizing it). For a month or so I get to stay in a friend's empty apartment. Yeeehaw. It'll be so minimal it'll be weird. And I'll have little to no night-time access! That is gonna kill.
But she'd better be prepared for me to be here every day. I can't no see H & M every day. As we work out the co-parenting, I'm sure there will be days I don't see them, that is S.'s right. But to not be sleeping in the room next door, to not be there when they wake up with nightmares...this hurts beyond belief. And because it was not my choice, even more so.
A unit better open up in this building soon...very soon...
At least J. says she'll come and visit at the empty apt. That will be very nice...