Now i know why i am so lonely.
Sweetness is just another way of saying i will screw you.
i put myself out there out of free will, trusting and will to give to others, and i get fucked in the ass.
More angry than ever
Why do people screw others over??
do you have to be so shallow, or stupid??
or just immature and bored.
i just want to meet some really good people and will cherish you like gold cause i can see your worth. But this is where the catch comes it, cause i would need to trust you.
there is nothing more i want to do it to give my love to someone who is worthy. I dont mean love, marriage crap.
Just the unconditional love, the free love. I am dying to share that will somebody. No strings attached, well just for them to be the definition of cool.
Sweetness is just another way of saying i will screw you.
i put myself out there out of free will, trusting and will to give to others, and i get fucked in the ass.
More angry than ever
Why do people screw others over??
do you have to be so shallow, or stupid??
or just immature and bored.
i just want to meet some really good people and will cherish you like gold cause i can see your worth. But this is where the catch comes it, cause i would need to trust you.
there is nothing more i want to do it to give my love to someone who is worthy. I dont mean love, marriage crap.
Just the unconditional love, the free love. I am dying to share that will somebody. No strings attached, well just for them to be the definition of cool.
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How on earth did this Jerky McJerkerson discover your name on here, and know that it was you. Without any pictures he would have to be a pretty good stalker.
Sounds like you need a kind of witness protection program, or like suicide protection program.
Yeah, I need about an hour in the morning also. I like to ease into my day. A relaxing shower, good breakfast, a little music.
I went to Japan with a friend of mine about 4 years ago. The plan was to find jobs and just kind of check the place out. Luckily, he had been there a couple of times, and he was teaching himself the language. (He are smart)
The previous time he had been there, he worked at the Capenwray, which is an international Bible school/ center for groups to have retreats and stuff, and so, when Tanazawa (The owner of said establishment) found out he was coming, he offered that we could stay and work there for room and board, and a little extra spending money (like a couple hundred bucks a week, which was a lot, cause we didn't have to really spend anything.)
We served meals, did housekeeping and renovation stuff, and a lot of maintenance and yardwork. (The coolest thing was that I got to design and build a brick layout for a spanish style garden.)
Anyways, the area where we lived was kind of a resort town (like Banff) at the base of mount Fuji, so it wasn't all crowded like Tokyo, and it actually felt like home. Tanazawa and his family all spoke very adequate english, and so we got around fine. It was a lot of fun, cause I too am just enamoured by Japanese culture and style and stuff. Japan was really the only place I really wanted to travel so badly that I actually did it.
I absolutely despise the current mustang. The new one has a much better front end, but still lacks independant rear suspension (translation- It steers like a pig by the tail.) I too feel that Ford has very little to offer me. In fact I don't really like any current American cars. The old muscle cars are cool (Not all of them though, still hate the Mustangs) I like little Japanese cars (not all of them though, cause the Civic is stupid). I would say that there aren't many categories of anything of which I like everything in them. (huh?) I'm quite discriminating in my tastes (not like racial or sexual discrimination), but something has to pass rigerous scruteny and prove itself worthwhile before I will give it the COOL stamp of approval. My friends and I are notoriously hard on movies and music and pop culture. In fact, that may be a little part of why not too many of us have girlfriends. We probably come off as sounding pretty harsh, but really, we just don't accept something because it's "new and improved", or because everyone else likes it.
Wow, talk about a rant. This probably belongs in my journal more than it does in yours. I think I might steal a portion of it for my own use... if that's ok with you.
Anyways, FULL HOUSE. READ EM AND WEEP!
Hey, when are we gonna see pics of your tattoos?
I agree with your idea of wanting to be in love and I will add to that I don't neccessarily want to be loved in return although it would be nice. I can deal with the non-reciprocity of love if I'm blindly in love which I have been. Man, the landing was tough on that last dump though. whew!!