New pics posted, just got my new tattie today. Still needs abit more work..but its there for you to see.
Oh ya the "its not you or me, its the distance" conversation didnt go well. I am back to square one. After talking he gave me alot to think about. Looks like i will be thinking for a long while yet.
"Everybody is somebody else's...
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Oh ya the "its not you or me, its the distance" conversation didnt go well. I am back to square one. After talking he gave me alot to think about. Looks like i will be thinking for a long while yet.
"Everybody is somebody else's...
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Well..ok sorry to say but Long Distance relationships blow...the big one.
I think it was been about a week now since my Bf moved to a city 4 hours away. And tonight i will have the talk...Im sorry its not you or me its the distance....
oh man that sounds bad, and trust me a feel bad too, really bad.
But what am i to...
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I think it was been about a week now since my Bf moved to a city 4 hours away. And tonight i will have the talk...Im sorry its not you or me its the distance....
oh man that sounds bad, and trust me a feel bad too, really bad.
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clyde_d_:
Man I'm sorry that really sucks............but it seems that you feel you are making the right choice to end it now.
Hang in there and honestly if you need someone to talk to just to let stuff out just send me a message on MSN.
Hang in there and honestly if you need someone to talk to just to let stuff out just send me a message on MSN.
steaky:
two australian bands you should check out
Guano Apes & Killing Heidi
Dj shadow is also a good choice, as is dj format (old skool hip hop), Tricky is a pretty good dark artist a bit loike tool
Get onto sa band called Kasabian too, they not very big outside the uk but they will be, esp one us markets get onto 'Processed beats'
also if you after something to put a smole on your face go check out Kontraband
edit to add: your fuckin hot too
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Guano Apes & Killing Heidi
Dj shadow is also a good choice, as is dj format (old skool hip hop), Tricky is a pretty good dark artist a bit loike tool
Get onto sa band called Kasabian too, they not very big outside the uk but they will be, esp one us markets get onto 'Processed beats'
also if you after something to put a smole on your face go check out Kontraband
edit to add: your fuckin hot too
[Edited on Jan 04, 2005 10:36AM]
Ok i am in search of some new music
Please your fave ablum or artist.
Please your fave ablum or artist.
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xk3zofrenik:
Tool - Aenima
Marilyn Manson - Least we forget or Holywood.
Korn - Issues or the Greatest Hits
anything from Mesuggah.
Marilyn Manson - Least we forget or Holywood.
Korn - Issues or the Greatest Hits
anything from Mesuggah.
theseadog:
The Cramps, The Quakes, Murder City Devils, Otep, Tiger Army, TSOL, Tool, Johnny Cash, Dick Dale, The Pixies, Frank Black, Velvet Underground, Lou Reed... The list goes on and on, but did that help at all?
Happy new year!
Happy new year!
exciting news: Jan 4...sleeve begins...ok i know that its like a week away..but i am so happy.
Disclaimer: this will not be the last time you hear about the new ink.
Disclaimer: this will not be the last time you hear about the new ink.
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shovelface:
Oooo, you must have gotten some kind of camera-ee thing for Christmas. Photos are ever changing on your profile. Looks good. Sad to see some of them disappearing occasionally though. 
New ink sounds inticing. I hope to see some photos of it.
New ink sounds inticing. I hope to see some photos of it.
torai:
ok just for you shovelface....i think that you might have been refurring to this one
I have a case of ADD..and get new stuff makes it go nuts.
I have a case of ADD..and get new stuff makes it go nuts.
The beinging of something new with no place to go, hmm i have been rather cheery lately eh? 
I am just sitting and waiting, but somehow i dont think that it will work out.
Should i take off and have the chance of a life time, or spend my time wondering and hoping that something is going to break.
Why am i so affraid to...
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I am just sitting and waiting, but somehow i dont think that it will work out.
Should i take off and have the chance of a life time, or spend my time wondering and hoping that something is going to break.
Why am i so affraid to...
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schism13:
I'm guessing TO..... Imoved to Edmonton two months ago but I'm definately going baack to Montreal for a while, then off to Toronto.....busy busy busy, trying to find something good. Trying to spiral out as well....
super:
wow, what a reflection of my life...
The beinging of something new with no place to go, hmm i have been rather cheery lately eh?
I am just sitting and waiting, but somehow i dont think that it will work out.
Should i take off and have the chance of a life time, or spend my time wondering and hoping that something is going to break.
Why am i so affraid to...
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I am just sitting and waiting, but somehow i dont think that it will work out.
Should i take off and have the chance of a life time, or spend my time wondering and hoping that something is going to break.
Why am i so affraid to...
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I am ever so loney
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super:
well, im here now...
ever wanna shoulder and all that... just let me know.
ever wanna shoulder and all that... just let me know.
shovelface:
That Side order you wanted is in. Check my pics. Just for you.
That's right, I'm a geek. And it's all your fault.
Merry christmas you. I hope you had a good day, and Santa brought you lots of
__________TM
Coca-Cola
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The Edit was in order to get the trademark symbol to line up properly. It has to look right to get the desired effect.
It still looks goofy after 2 edits, but whatever.
Happy Funtimes, and we will join our loneliness together and use guilt tactics to rule the world with a fist of some sort.
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That's right, I'm a geek. And it's all your fault.
Merry christmas you. I hope you had a good day, and Santa brought you lots of
__________TM
Coca-Cola
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The Edit was in order to get the trademark symbol to line up properly. It has to look right to get the desired effect.
It still looks goofy after 2 edits, but whatever.
Happy Funtimes, and we will join our loneliness together and use guilt tactics to rule the world with a fist of some sort.
[Edited on Dec 26, 2004 1:08AM]
[Edited on Dec 26, 2004 1:11AM]
Ok so back to earth now....i feel better.
Ok so this morning -35 outside, my car meets block of ice.
Doors wouldnt open...then with the strength of 4 men...ya i got my car open 20 mintues later.
Next...so it happens that the driver side door is broken. Yes and that be the door i tried to open for 15 or the 20 mins.
I got...
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Ok so this morning -35 outside, my car meets block of ice.
Doors wouldnt open...then with the strength of 4 men...ya i got my car open 20 mintues later.
Next...so it happens that the driver side door is broken. Yes and that be the door i tried to open for 15 or the 20 mins.
I got...
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shovelface:
I actually was catching them on my tongue... until one got me in the eye. 
Home sick from work today, need sleep.
Home sick from work today, need sleep.
infinity:
my shitty high school gives us a half day on this thurs then back january 3 
i hate it.
i hate it.
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mct:
We all ask ourselves that question at some point or another.
I find myself asking myself that more and more.
Do something you enjoy to get your mind off of things ... that's how I deal with it.
*hugs*
I find myself asking myself that more and more.
Do something you enjoy to get your mind off of things ... that's how I deal with it.
*hugs*
shovelface:
Quote "Why do I fall for the first girl that pays attention to me?"
American Splendor! Am I right? I think I'm right. I play the quote game with this girl at work all the time. However, she has not seen a lot of the movies that I qoute.
EDIT- I was laying in bed and I realized that I am wrong. The quote is actually from "Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind". Yes, of that I am sure. Whew, now I can sleep.-END EDIT.
Ah, the overactive brain. My worst enemy, but my best friend in lonely times. Sounds like that date of yours was fun.
An overactive brain is a sign of a good imagination, and that makes for a lot of fun. Keep it up is what I say. Imagine that everything is just as it seems, and everything is going your way. Ha ha ha GOING! (Like BOING, the onomatopia, not the airplane manufacturer.)
I like to say DOIIIING! HARD TIME! (Cause we saw a crappy looking movie at the video store called "Doing Hard Time" and I just yelled it out). My roomate and I say it all the time, and people probably think we're mentally handicapped. We probably are.
Quote:
"You know the saying, you always hurt the one you love? Well it works both ways."
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American Splendor! Am I right? I think I'm right. I play the quote game with this girl at work all the time. However, she has not seen a lot of the movies that I qoute.
EDIT- I was laying in bed and I realized that I am wrong. The quote is actually from "Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind". Yes, of that I am sure. Whew, now I can sleep.-END EDIT.
Ah, the overactive brain. My worst enemy, but my best friend in lonely times. Sounds like that date of yours was fun.
An overactive brain is a sign of a good imagination, and that makes for a lot of fun. Keep it up is what I say. Imagine that everything is just as it seems, and everything is going your way. Ha ha ha GOING! (Like BOING, the onomatopia, not the airplane manufacturer.)
I like to say DOIIIING! HARD TIME! (Cause we saw a crappy looking movie at the video store called "Doing Hard Time" and I just yelled it out). My roomate and I say it all the time, and people probably think we're mentally handicapped. We probably are.
Quote:
"You know the saying, you always hurt the one you love? Well it works both ways."
[Edited on Dec 19, 2004 9:44PM]
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Ok....i had a date last night..wow.
Hey its been a while.
And for some reason i asked him out, which seems to be the way alot of the time, not sure why but it would be nice to be asked out, you know.
Anyways. we went to see a movie, and the only ones in the theater, not another soul .
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Hey its been a while.
And for some reason i asked him out, which seems to be the way alot of the time, not sure why but it would be nice to be asked out, you know.
Anyways. we went to see a movie, and the only ones in the theater, not another soul
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infinity:
you met quite a guy there. something to be happy about...
shovelface:
A real date? With real person? Lucky.
That is cool, although too bad he's moving. Actually, I dated a girl who lived in Vancouver for a while, and it was awesome. We talked on the phone for over an hour every day. Also, I e-mailed her every morning before work, and she e-mailed me every night before bed. Things seemed perfect until she moved closer (Lethbridge) at which point we started drifting apart. You may be on to something with the whole moving farther from each other.
Weather stuff is pretty cool. As a kid, I used to dream that we would get so much snow over night that it would be up over the roof and we would have to tunnel out of our house through the window. It seems, however, that we get less and less snow every year. I thought I remembered snow up to my waist when I was younger. I guess now, my waist is a bit higher though.
What movie did you see? Or didn't you see it?
That is cool, although too bad he's moving. Actually, I dated a girl who lived in Vancouver for a while, and it was awesome. We talked on the phone for over an hour every day. Also, I e-mailed her every morning before work, and she e-mailed me every night before bed. Things seemed perfect until she moved closer (Lethbridge) at which point we started drifting apart. You may be on to something with the whole moving farther from each other.
Weather stuff is pretty cool. As a kid, I used to dream that we would get so much snow over night that it would be up over the roof and we would have to tunnel out of our house through the window. It seems, however, that we get less and less snow every year. I thought I remembered snow up to my waist when I was younger. I guess now, my waist is a bit higher though.
What movie did you see? Or didn't you see it?
well, time is flying by...and i am constantly worried about it
People say...life is short...people say life is long.
Does it all just depend on the week you are having?
Unconditional love strikes me as a fantansy?
Are any of us so pure?
I know that we all have a capiblity but why is it so easy to find the faults?
Are we scared? Do...
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People say...life is short...people say life is long.
Does it all just depend on the week you are having?
Unconditional love strikes me as a fantansy?
Are any of us so pure?
I know that we all have a capiblity but why is it so easy to find the faults?
Are we scared? Do...
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shovelface:
You're right I think, we don't have a lot of time. I think we have the illusion of time because we think of how old the average person gets to be. The problem is, a lot of us waste our time. (myself included).
I don't feel that that any of us are pure, and unconditional love is best left up to God. This is not to say that you can't (had to edit that, cause I accidentally wrote can, which entirely changes the meaning of the sentance. oops.) find a good, or even great love, but from my own experiences, looking for happiness in another faulty human is (or has been for me) a recipe for failure. By all means though, finding a person that you can love and be loved by is by far one of the best things that can happen to us, and I spend a great deal of time and effort searching that out.
Ok, so I've probably opened the floodgates for a barrage of attacks on my person (if anyone wants to tell me I shouldn't bring that in here or that they think I am closed minded, please do so in my own journal, rather than muddying up Kanmis). I am just trying to portray what works for me, and this is not to say that everyone needs to agree with me, or that I hate everyone who doesn't. I don't hate anybody, and I believe in tolerance and love.
Anyways, for me, my faith is a means of not having to worry about all these things. (which is not to say that I am immune to it, in fact I worry pretty often) but this allows me to take a step back and look at the big picture and decide that, whatever happens to me in this life, I've got that unconditional love, and someone who is there to help, and all the time in the world. Now, this doesn't make me better than anyone else (in fact, I'm probably worse than a lot), and it isn't an excuse to do whatever the hell I want.
Now in the end, if it turns out that I'm wrong, well, then so be it, but at least I've tried to do what's right, and hopefully I've made someone elses life a little better in the process. Also I'm not saying that you or anyone else needs to agree with me, I'm just saying that this gets me by, makes me happy, and keeps me from going on a suicide killing spree
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I don't feel that that any of us are pure, and unconditional love is best left up to God. This is not to say that you can't (had to edit that, cause I accidentally wrote can, which entirely changes the meaning of the sentance. oops.) find a good, or even great love, but from my own experiences, looking for happiness in another faulty human is (or has been for me) a recipe for failure. By all means though, finding a person that you can love and be loved by is by far one of the best things that can happen to us, and I spend a great deal of time and effort searching that out.
Ok, so I've probably opened the floodgates for a barrage of attacks on my person (if anyone wants to tell me I shouldn't bring that in here or that they think I am closed minded, please do so in my own journal, rather than muddying up Kanmis). I am just trying to portray what works for me, and this is not to say that everyone needs to agree with me, or that I hate everyone who doesn't. I don't hate anybody, and I believe in tolerance and love.
Anyways, for me, my faith is a means of not having to worry about all these things. (which is not to say that I am immune to it, in fact I worry pretty often) but this allows me to take a step back and look at the big picture and decide that, whatever happens to me in this life, I've got that unconditional love, and someone who is there to help, and all the time in the world. Now, this doesn't make me better than anyone else (in fact, I'm probably worse than a lot), and it isn't an excuse to do whatever the hell I want.
Now in the end, if it turns out that I'm wrong, well, then so be it, but at least I've tried to do what's right, and hopefully I've made someone elses life a little better in the process. Also I'm not saying that you or anyone else needs to agree with me, I'm just saying that this gets me by, makes me happy, and keeps me from going on a suicide killing spree
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thevulture:
No answers to your questions here, I just like what you wrote. tks
Well thank god for the learned experince and its ablity to re-appear thought smells, and visual aids.
I didnt need to drink last night, because of this. Not that i drink more than once a year, but people should know this.
If you percive a situation, smell or person that has a link to a certin drug ie alcohol or MJ...the feelings return, as what...
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I didnt need to drink last night, because of this. Not that i drink more than once a year, but people should know this.
If you percive a situation, smell or person that has a link to a certin drug ie alcohol or MJ...the feelings return, as what...
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bcguitar33:
Personally, I'm just tired of alcohol. It's not much fun to me anymore.
infinity:
from what ive heard, college is easy compared to my high school...
my work load is pretty high, and this is after i dropped ap english this september because i didnt want to do the work. i cant fathom how bad it would have been with ap english
my work load is pretty high, and this is after i dropped ap english this september because i didnt want to do the work. i cant fathom how bad it would have been with ap english
Thanks for your opinion its currently tied between 2 and 4!
it's very good to know others out there have done the same thing.