You are the life blood that flows through my veins, the moment I failed you I died.
Now I wake up to a chaotic world, no order or sense can revive me.
And those blood red sheets, that you gave me-
I have washed them 5 times but I can't get the stench of you off of me,
god this is killing me. ..you're an intricate part of my crippled defeat.
But I was a demon that lost all direction, the person i became was a fraud.
I wasn't a man, you have made that clear- you couldn't make love before 9 or 10 beers.
I had lost myself in such tragedy, an impostor took over and corrupted me.
I was a blood red polar bear,
you were a seal sprawled out onto ice flows.
I'm selfish and awkward, I'm under-exposed.
I feel like my entrails are up for the crows
(so pick away at me)
Now I wake up to a chaotic world, no order or sense can revive me.
And those blood red sheets, that you gave me-
I have washed them 5 times but I can't get the stench of you off of me,
god this is killing me. ..you're an intricate part of my crippled defeat.
But I was a demon that lost all direction, the person i became was a fraud.
I wasn't a man, you have made that clear- you couldn't make love before 9 or 10 beers.
I had lost myself in such tragedy, an impostor took over and corrupted me.
I was a blood red polar bear,
you were a seal sprawled out onto ice flows.
I'm selfish and awkward, I'm under-exposed.
I feel like my entrails are up for the crows
(so pick away at me)
natassja:
hi.